~Next Morning~
~Warning:Self harm~
I wake up and started to get ready for the day. It is fun living with BTS even though they have their extra and crazy moments but that is what makes us a family. Or them anyways. I feel a home at some times other times I feel like an outcast. I don't actually feel whole. Even with my hybrids. Like I still feel lonely even though I'm not. Even though they are there for me most of the time, there are still some times where I have no one. I sometimes wonder what to do when BTS isn't around. The house gets quite and lonely. I have been trying to find jobs but it isn't that easy. I started to play Magic Shop and sang along. Then She's in the Rain by The Rose came on.
(I put a lyric song for those who don't know who The Rose is I recommend She's in the Rain or any of their songs. Love all of the songs) I sang along and went to my room. I started to feel lonely and I had a blade hidden just for times like these. I felt so connected with the song as all of the bad memories came. I grabbed the blade and cut 7 times on each arm. Then Take Me Down by The Rose came on.
I started to cry. I then started to cut my stomach 2 times. I quickly put the blade back hidden. I ran to the restroom and took a shower. Then started to clean my wounds and wrap them up. I put on a hoodie and some shorts on. I walked to my room and took a nap. I woke up to the front door opening. I rolled out of bed and started to walk towards the door. "Hey guys. Welcome back." I walk up to them and hugged them while trying to scratch each of their ears. They hugged back and put their heads down so I can scratch them.
A/n: I'm sorry that this is all I can do for u guys. I have been losing inspiration and no one is giving me ideas. I am probably going to end this book after Y/n had it with all of them. I am currently sick and extremely tired. I also have a headache and sore throat. Yay. Anyways. I hope u all have had a good day or night when u read this chapter. Annyeong~ and Salanghae~.
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BTS Hybrids (BTS hybrids x Reader) Discontinued! (Sorry)
FantasiaY/n was a very lonely and depressed person and was since she was young but then... Read to find out more. Warning: mat contain self-harm and innapropriate scenes.
