Life

And Yet Life Goes On

I've been an emo cringe fest for years I know, unable to do much but wallow in self pity and wish for things to change without making any effort to change them.

The Adult world, once you finally get around to it, is very different than I expected. So much seems to matter but doesn't, and so much that seems insignificant will shape the course of your life.

My grand plans and wonderful future is gone. Decimated by many things including myself, for a long time I felt lost, confused, angry. Totally unsure and anxious. I couldn't accept failure so I wouldn't try. I thought my life was over more than once, and after a time I believed all my friends had abandoned me.

But they hadn't. My plans had ended, but new doors had opened. I came to realize that I was perfectly fine. And I slowly, but surely worked my way into a state of peace, and acceptance.

Don't give up. Without a little rain, we wouldn't get rainbows. If you think you've hit rock bottom, then there's only one way you can go.

A lots happened to me in the last year, more than I can summarize here. But with time comes change, and it's important to learn that change isnt bad.