(**tw: eating disorder**)
Banging my head against the wallRipping at skin and feeling blood crawl
I dont know what I am anymoreLocking down and slamming the door
Empty forks and hollow cheeksCarve out bone until I bleed
No-one caresAnd no one knowsIm losing gripBut I've gained control
My disorder's taken everythingNo joy or painJust calories
Light peeks outBetween my thighsIts never enough No matter what I try
Euphoria hits when bare bones showmy stomach halves in sizeBut it only appears to grow
Safety within closed bathroom doorsFried brown hair falls to the floor
Wash over meBut I'll take controlSmaller wrists And empty bowls
Waste awayJust let me leaveVaporizeInside my seat
YOU ARE READING
use your words- a poetry collection
PoetryJust a collection of unused lyrics, songs, or poems that I'm in the process of writing. Take inspiration from these words if you'd like and enjoy. :)
