a.n. these two make each other so happy and i can't relate 😭
*cue idol alarm 😉*
i've never been so nervous to hear the familiar tune of my alarm playing. i shot out of bed, fully awake, which should not be the case at all given the fact that it was a monday morning and i barely slept a wink the previous night. i dashed to the bathroom to take a rinse and freshen up.
as the steaming hot water hit my back, i started worrying about how my first school day after coming out to my followers (basically the entire school, including the teachers, wow i'm popular) would turn out to be. i feared the judgemental eyes that would be looking at me, i feared the teasing and taunting from my schoolmates, i feared the way teachers would avoid having interactions with me, i feared basically everything that could happen.
"SHIT I'M GONNA BE LATE. PARK JIMIN WAKE UP." when i finally realised that i got too carried away by my worries, it was getting late but i could obviously count on my roommate who was extremely time-conscious and laying fast asleep on his bed.
i got dressed in the speed of light and hopped out of the bathroom with one side of my pants on while the lazy pig continued to lay on his bed grumbling about how he wasn't feeling well. "jimin you gave that excuse two days ago." as he thought of a comeback, i interrupted him. "and you already said your hamster swallowed a marble 5 days ago. oh, and your dog has gotten diabetes... 8 times? right and your lips have cracked about 12 times. i don't even get how you managed to skip school with the last excuse."
soft snores were heard again. what a waste of breath. i rolled my eyes for the 48th time this morning.
what can i do to get that pig out of bed? smirking, i yelled, "OH NO YOONGI CALLED YOU AND I ACCIDENTALLY CANCELLED THE CALL." i giggled as jimin shot out of bed and charged at me like a baby bull. oh did i forget to mention that yoongi was, is, and probably always will be jimin's crush? well now you know! i laughed as jimin attacked me with light kicks and punches, it definitely got rid of some of my nerves. "he called but i picked up said you were sleeping dummy. now go shower and get ready. you still got me to calm down after this. i'm fucking nervous" jimin gave me an emphatic look and gave me yet another bear hug and a peck on the cheek. "thanks chim now get your ass to the bathroom and actually get ready for school or else yoongi... will never talk to you again." i giggled. "YES SIR WILL DO SIR ON THE WAY TO BATHE SIR" he shouted as he dashed around looking for his clothes.
this boy...
*time skip to one week of school after coming out*
school wasn't that bad. it turns out that people were pretty accepting of different sexualities since at least one third of the school population were either gay or bi. those judgemental looks from the minority were inevitable but just as i began to get used to them throughout the week, the number of such looks i got decreased.
however, despite this willingness to accept my sexuality from most people, every morning, i found small "encouragement" letters left in my locker for me. let me just.. read some of the messages for you.
day 1: you faggot, i'll never accept you.
day 2: disgusting sucker. go die.
day 3: you freak. i hate you. you think that others accept you? well i won't
day 4: fucker. go to hell.
day ... and the list goes on and on. when i first received these letters, my school days were well, pretty much ruined. confiding in jimin was really.... unhelpful HAH i bet you expected me to write a long essay on how jimin is the best friend i'll ever have, and that might happen if he hadn't told me that life was unfair and i would have to deal with it. but jin, being my mom even though i'll never admit in front of him, managed to calm my ass down. "kiddo there's bound to be haters and you've gotten lucky since people are accepting you pretty well. and the fact that you receive only one "love letter" from a hater a day is much better than when it was back in my days when i came out. this hate will die down after a while and but now, all you can do is to accept it, and ignore it. you're nothing like what is said in those letters my son. i love you forever and so does joonie. now CALL ME YOUR MOM FEMALE DOG." even though every conversation between jin hyung and i always ends with him trying to trick me into calling him my mom, you've got to admit he gives probably the best advice.
good for me, the number of letters i received decreased as the days passed. after weeks, i was only left with one single letter everyday in the same handwriting, and the words they contained never decreased in viscousness. i had an idea who it was... but let's not jump to conclusions, shall we?
weeks passed and jimin and i began looking out for boys of my taste together. every corner we turned, he would squeal in my ear "omg there's a hot babe there" and we would fanboy for a while but end up giggling at how dumb we were. i guess coming out to the entire school wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. excluding my one loyal hater....
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