bts alternate universe stories or something

goodbye

The wind blew through my hair lightly, the smell of the sea breeze wafting through. It was a scorching July day, the hottest it had been all summer long. My pale skin was reddening with every second i spent under the blazing sun, but i didnt care. I couldnt care. Not when you were beside me. Your hand enveloped mine just perfectly, sweat building in between our connected palms. It wasnt uncomfortable, no- it was just right. Everything felt just right with you. Thinking back, i cant even remember what exactly you were saying but the sound of your voice still rings through my head like a shrill bell. Perhaps I'll never forget it. I remember the look I gave you as you spoke, one full of complete adoration and trust. That was the day i realized I loved you and so..i said it. Your head whipped around to stare me straight in the face and silence fell between us for a few moments. Tears had started to build up in my eyes. I had ruined it, everything we had was destroyed by three simple words. Or so i thought until your gummy grin broke out across your pale, glowing face and you scooped me into your arms. You swung me around so happily, with such a sweet look on your face. "I love you more," you had said. My heart felt like it was going to burst free from the cage of my chest as those words registered in my mind. You loved me, and i loved you and in that moment, that was all that mattered. So as I stand here today, speaking to you in front of all these people, I have one more thing to say to you. Min Yoongi, since that first time i said i love you, my love has only grown more and more each passing day. I wake up and roll over and search for you in my bed, I go to sleep at night wishing you were holding me. I love you, Yoongi. I will never stop loving you, not even when I'm old and gray, there will never be a moment that I don't miss you. I wish you were here, and I'm sorry I couldnt stop this from happening. You were and are my everything. Until we meet again, gummy bear. I love you.