Chapter 8: Just Hold Back

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Y/n's POV
At the cafeteria,
Y/n:* I was eating and talking to my friends and someone came. It was... KAI...

Kai: Hey guys. Oh, hey babe. Can I join guys?

Y/n:*My face turned angry and kept squeezing my palms in anger holding it tightly. Until Jungkook held my hand and signalled me to relax. I forgot everyone was here. Including Suga *

Jungkook :*Stood up and showed death glare at Kai*No, why don't you go back to your other friends? Like Irene?* Gave a side Smirk on him *

Y/n:*I saw Kai in a sad and mad face. I held and pulled Jungkook's arm to calm him down.* Jungkook let's leave. Guys, let's leave.

Kai:Hey babe, your leaving me?

Y/n:Okay look, brat. First, I don't have a boyfriend. Next, I will never forgive you those who cheated on me. Third, I'm not gonna go back to you. And lastly, you'll never be anything in my life! You're just USELESS like others, * I didn't realized tears are on my eyes. I realised Suga felt disappointed. I wen tip to the rooftop running like there's no tomorrow. *

Suga's POV
Suga:~I feel her. I know what she meant. Someone cheated on me too before but why am I feeling like this? I mean I like Irene but Y/n is different. Do... Do I... I.. Love her? I can't cheat on Irene. She'll kill the both of us. ~

Y/n:*Quickly went up the rooftop and screamed loudly. I cried it all out. And then Blackpink and us(BTS) followed her behind. Including Kai*

Jisoo:Y/n, please don't be sad. Well kick him out.

Jungkook:What the hell are you doing here? Go back to your girlfriend or should I call Irene???

Y/n:*Noticed a short fight behind her*

Kai:*Slammed Jungkook over the wall* shut your mouth you son of a BITCH!

Suga :* I punched Kai on the face hardly* Cam you stop your childish attitude? It's very annoying. Can you at least respect a lady here trying to calm down because of you? Aren't you guilty enough? Do you know how much had she suffered? You think it's easy to handle all these? Have you ever think of her feelings or are you just tryna play her feelings huh?!

Everybody kept quiet after what Suga said. More tears flowing through down Y/n's eyes

Y/n:Leave... Please some of you...

Lisa:I think me and Jungkook will be staying here.

Suga:I'll stay too. But first let's get rid of this jerk ass first.

Jennie: You're coming with me jerk. *pulled Lai's collar down the stairs *

Kai:I'll wait Y/n. I'll wait no matter what. *gave death glares at Jungkook and Suga*

Y/n:*4 of us sat down on a bench beside me and I cried louder. She immediately cry on Lisa's shoulder. She was clenching my fist so tightly. Jungkook and Suga are looking at me in concern. *

Lisa:There, there cried as loud as you want. It's just the 4 of us now. We don't mind.

Y/n's POV
Y/n:*After hearing what Lisa said I cried even louder. I can't help but I'm broke. It still hurts seeing him*I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I just can't let him go. I just can't. Why does love hurts? Why? Why am I being treated like this? Why? Why should I exist? I don't even have a goal or dream in my life. I'm so useless. Irene was right. I'm useless.

Jungkook's POV
Jungkook:~I feel pain too Y/n. I juts hope Yoongi-hyung knows what she feels cause she suffered a lot and she loves Yoongi-hyung secretly though~*I hug Y/n and gave her a smile *

Suga's POV
Suga:~I feel disappointed. I should have love her first. Why am I do stupid. ~ Actually, what really happened? I know it's a long story but mind if I care? I'm just worried.

Jungkook:Hyung... That man... KAI... Well um... Kai is her... Ummm.

Lisa:Boyfriend. No. Ex-boyfriend. Yes ex

Jungkook:Long story Hyung.

Y/n:Well, Before I transferred here, I had a boyfriend. Which. Which was Kai. Me and Irene used to be close friends. Irene was jealous that Kai loves me and I loved Kai. She used to have a crush on Kai but Kai loved me more than Irene. BUT one day, I saw Irene and Kai were making out at the locker. I just feel pain so much. Iylt hurts my heart so much. And then after 3 years, I came here and I just realised Irene is here too. Your girlfriend of course. And I can't beat her or else I'm grounded and I'll be kicked out.

Lisa:why?

Y/n: She's the daughter of the director of this school. I just can't believe my eyes. I feel so disappointed. So I decided to break up with him but I still love him. I miss him. Love hurts. What's the purpose of having love? Love is useless.

Jungkook:So Irene broke up with him earlier and he is dating Yoongi-hyung?

Y/n:That's right.

Jungkook:Wow. Can't believe Irene is that fool.

Y/n:You don't know much. Irene's family is One is the TOP 5 wealthiest family in South Korea. Even though its because she's wealthy, well, my uncle can even buys her company. You know, like I told you, my uncle loves me so much and he is passing his company to me soon. Yeah. By the way, you guys have no idea Irene's purpose on having boyfriend. I mean she's a playgirl and well Irene just can't...

Suga*Interrupted her* Can't what? Can't stand her being with me. Huh?

Y/n:Suga what are you talking about? I'm not saying I'm jealous. What I meant is...

Suga:You're just jealous. Aren't you Y/n? Why can't you just admit it you're
jealous?

Y/n:Suag, I'm not jealous. I'm just telling that she is just...

Suga:Just what? Pretty lucky? Or you're just being jealous that I'm dating her? Speak up Y/n! Tell me!

Y/n:*tears got all over her eyes again. Started crying *That's not what I meant. I'm not jealous. I'm not. I'm not. Why should I? I'm not jealous. *kept repeating those words*

Jungkook:Hyung! Stop it ! Your making it worse! Leave!

Suga:Jungkook, stop it...

Jungkook : Leave now..

Suga:Jungkook, I swear if you're doing this to me, I'm gonna...

Jungkook:I said LEAVE! Can't you just give her some peace?! LEAVE! Y/n don't Wan tto see your face right now! Leave this place now. I don't care, if you're gonna do anything to me. Just don't hurt Y/n's feelings. Don't you have feelings as a human being?

Suga*Slammed Jungkook on the wall*Don't say that to me ever again or else I'm gonna hurt you so badly.

Lisa:*Stood up and slap Yoongi's face with anger. *. Can't you see this girl crying? She said it. She needs some space. Can't you just at least comfort her?

Y/n's POV
Y/n:I immediately stood up and ran downstairs. Wiping my tears with my fingers. Lisa and Jungkook were chasing me from behind, while Suga is left alone at the rooftop, guilty over there. I quickly pack my things and ran back home. If course, I walked to school today. I kept running until it rains. I ran even faster. The rain is getting heavier. There's no place to stop by. So I decided to walk under the rain alone, all by myself. Don't get me wrong but I love walking by the rain. It just makes me relax and calm. My clothes were all wet though. But it's okay. I don't mind getting sick. And then when the moment I saw a man with an umbrella 10 metres away, just came out from a restaurant. It was...

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