I am missing you and I hate it
I know I shouldn't be thinking about you
But there are rare moments
Where your smile flashes by
Some nights I remember you
When I hug my pillow so tight
The images comes creeping in
All my guards falling down
I hate that I miss your smile
The simple things you do
The jokes that you make
The laughter you bring out from me
The silence that stood between us
Became so unbearable
It crushed me inside
My sentiments falling down on me
I tried to understand
I tried to give my best shot
No matter what I do
No matter how I tried
We seem to enter this strange loop
We keep on coming by
So I took my stand
No matter how it hurts
I've made the line
To keep this stance for life
I may hate missing you for the rest of my life
But I just feel free
Free from the grips of sadness and disappointment
Now I can smile through the pain
And know that the better person will come out, now that you're gone..
