I fell in love with my bully

school

* ava maries perspective*

I honestly hate school. I get bullied alot for no reason of course i have friends. My closest freinds are Ruby and Jasmine. Ruby is absolutely stunning . Ruby has long brown hair, SHe has just perfect lips you know the not to thin but not to big lips., she has big blue eyes, shes tan im guessing for all the tanning she does in the summer, shes always well dressed her hair always looking on point, and she had an incredible adorable laugh. Yea shes gorgous and its kind of like unbelieveable that shes just that gorgeous. Now Jasmine is as gorgeous as Ruby or more. Jasmine has waist long light brown hair almost carmel, she has big greyish eyes wiht beautiful long eyelashes, her lips were a little bit smallers than Rubys , She isnt that tall about 5'5 or so, shes got curves, and shes alway worrying about how she looks. Now see me having these incredible gorgeous freinds is just not always good you know. Me ava Marie is not as pretty as them . I have brown hair that goes a little bit past my breasts, i have these dark blue eyes, my eyes are very small honestly, like not really small theyre normal, I have thin lips, I am 5'2 , and lets be hoenst i didnt really care what i look like . So as that being said im considered the ugly friend. Ruby and Jasmine says thats not true that I am as pretty as they are but its not true. Today i was wearing and oversized sweatshirt with leggings and uggs. My hair was up in a messy bun. The bun was a little bit more messy than usual. Ruby wasnt at school today so it was only me and Jasmine. Jasmine isnt that much taller than me and i like that. Jasmine has way more clicks than me so she was hanging out with Angelina and Taylor. they dont like me so when Jasmine hangs out with them i absolutely stay away i just dont feel comftroable. I was sitting in our school campus we had this break my school way big. Biston Irenton Highschool. I sat down  on this bench. I really didnt like going to talk to new people because i felt like i would get rejected because the hottest guy in our school Matthew espinosa bullied me. Oh what dont you know here he comes now with Luke his best friend . Girls stopped what they were doing to stop and stare at Matt. Yea it was like a movie scene thing it was really weird.  I tried not to look up from the book i had pulled out so maybe Matt wouldnt ocme towards me. He looked really good today. He usually buts his hair up but today he had it down i liked it. " oh look luke theres that ugly chick" he spat coming towards me. LUke laughed. I was still sitting down i looked down at mu uggs. " why dont you go get a life you loser , youre always hanging out with the same people . you have no life you havent even dateed anyone ever ." Matt spat. thats because i want to be with you you doushe i felt like saying but instead " i am sorry i dont please you but please leave me alone" i said quitely. they both laughed. " okay here whatever your name is i wont leave you alone i enjoy picking on you because youre just so dumb"  Luke said. Matt nodding in agreement hsi smile was just glwoing oh i loved him. " My name is Ava Marie" i said quitely once iagain i didnt want to speak loudly . Matt pushed me onto he floor and i started bleeding from my knee i winced in pain. They start laughing and then the bell rang i got up and raced to Science. I had that class with Matt. I sat righ infront of him. I detested sitting infront of him but  just overwhelmed by it. Matt was already in there. The bell must of not rung yet indicating us that our bottoms have to be in our pedophiloic chairs that were seeking our butts. Matt was with this group of girls. The girls surrounding him. I walked behind them . Matt pushed me into the desks the desk also tipping over it really hurt. I got up they were all laughing. I kept walking until i reached my seat that was in the second to the last row.Some girls were touching Matt and Matt would tell them that to save i for a party later that week i believe Friday , Matt always Always had parties on Fridays. Everyon was invited. I never went because he was my bullly and i have a feeling he wouldnt appriciate my presense there.The bell rang and everyone rushed to their seats including Matt. I was looking down at my notebook trying not to make eyecontact with him I was awy to scared he was like a demon he hurt me so much. but yet had taken over my life. the teacher rushed in . HIs name was Mr.Lancaster .