The Troubled Mind of Emilio

Intro

Okay, so I'm not sure who may be receiving this or who may read this, but I need to get a lot off of my chest right now. Like, a lot. So, sit down, relax, & get ready for a huge abundance of things that I'm going to fill your mind with.
First off, my name is Emilio. Emilio Leon. You see, I got myself into a sticky situation (Err, multiple situations) that I really don't know how to handle. Look, I'll explain it later just keep that in mind. I'm a normal highschooler, (Err, was a normal highschooler) & well, I guess I have a lot of problems. Life problems.
     I'm not the best person in the world nor am I the strongest, but I do have a brain on me. That's one of the only good things about be along with my caring & reliable personality. Okay, now it may sound like I'm bragging about myself but that's really how I am. People could do the worst of things to me & I would still stand their ground & have their back whenever. Sorta sucks, but I mean I guess it's a good characteristic to have.
     As for my brains, they have taken me to a lot of places, even national competitions & have led me to have a good reputation in my city, Mirror Creek. The whole city of Mirror Creek agrees that I'm going to be valedictorian of my class. Little do they know that I already know that I'm gonna be it. Err, but you don't know how I know that, huh? Agh, whatever. I guess I should tell you now.
You see, I have powers. Very weird powers. I'm assuming God answered my prayers cause never in a million years would I have expected myself to find myself in these situations that I'm in right now. I don't normally pray, but sometimes life hits me so hard I have to do something to get past all that shit.
     Yes, I just cussed. This isn't some kid's journal & don't expect the things that happen in this, well i guess diary of some sort, to be unrealistic. With the exception of the powers that I have cause those are pretty fucking weird & totally unrealistic, but you see what I mean.
     Essentially, my powers allow me to decide to between either "realistic" or "selfish" decisions within my life. When my brain triggers a sign of major nervousness or concern, reality stops & gives me a chance to 'decide my fate' if you will. It's crazy, some of these options don't even seem selfish, but that's beside the point. With every decision, it tells me how my life is affected by it & the various outcomes that come along with it.
     So yeah, those are my powers & that's how I know I'm going to be valedictorian. Pretty crazy. Don't get me wrong, they're pretty fucking badass and all, but sometimes they lead me to some of these "sticky situations" that I was talking about. These situations are just a part of life I guess, but man it's just insane and stressful. You'll see what I mean if you decide to keep on reading.
Well, that's enough of me rambling on. Yoi got the basic rundown of (Well, majority) of everything you need to know. You probably only read about one third of all the shit I just told you, but hey that's on you buddy. So yeah, this is my story. Enjoy.
(Oh yeah, just a heads up. Y'all know I'm in high school right? A senior in high school, right? Good, so this "journal" will consist of high school things. Sex, drugs, alcohol, porn, relationships, mental issues, etc., all that shit. If you're sensitive to a lot of that stuff (which I'm hoping you're not) then I highly recommend that you put this book up & find something else better to do like, well I don't know. Go play Xbox if you have one, err, or Playstation if you have one of those. Damn, I suck at talking. So yeah, just a heads up. Back to the real deal.)