Chapter18

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I pulled away angrily and ran down the stairs to I don't even know where!!

I just kept on running and running. As tears streamed down my face. Its the first time I kiss someone that's not Harry. Its nowhere even near the feeling I got when I kiss Harry. Not even one spark like with Harry. Nothing!

Oh Harry I wish you were here. Lou, Zayn, Niall, Liam, Eleanor, Perrie, Danielle and lastly Ann Lee. I miss you guys I really do! I miss everyone of you!!

I found some dark ally way that I laid my back on one of the walls remembering the first time meeting Harry and the gang. When Harry asked me out. The prom and all the other memories. I want those memories back but how can I now? I can just come back like that out of nowhere!!

I curled up into a ball and cried hard as ever.

I miss my mum and dad. I miss my best friends and now EX-boyfriend. I miss my old life!

after don't know how many hours of crying my tears finished. I looked at my phone to find it nearly blowing up from the boys asking me where am I and Selena. It was 5 am now. I guess I should head back home now. I got up then I heard wolf whistles. I looked behind to see some scary guys come from behind the bins.

"Well well well. Look what we have here"the one in the middle which I'm assuming is the leader.

"So what's your nice sexy chick?"He said smirking in his american accent as he got closer and closer. I moved backward.

"Please leave me alone"I whimpered.

"Aww the sexy chick wants her mummy?"He said to his friends as they laughed at me. I wish I had my mum.

He got closer and closer as I moved backwards until he shoved me into the wall which I hit too hard on my wrist. I felt my eyes start to water but no I'm not gonna let them see a weak me.

"What do you want from me??"I asked strongly full of confidence which surprised me.

"Well you see. Its very simple"he slurred as he took a very big step which made him stood in front of me. He picked me up and pushed me against the wall so now he's face was a few inches away from mine.

"Your what we want"he slurred as he leaned in.

"W-w-we?"I asked shocked and couldn't find any of my confidence anymore.

"Yes"he said and before I could say anything he smacked his lips with mine. The taste of alcohol and stinks of weed and alcohol.

I tried pushing him but he swept my hands away then held a little too tight and pushed it against the wall. The pain from my right wrist was unbelievable! I moaned in pain as I opened my mouth. And that disgusting bastard took the chance and stuck his tongue in my mouth trying to deep this kiss that I didn't even respond to!

I felt like I was gonna throw up! It was seriously disgusting. He continued until we heard a loud crash.

"What the fuck do you think your doing?"Logan yelled in annoyance as he punched both the two boys tried stopping him. And the other gang members were being them nice selves ran away and left me with this disgusting drunk guy holding me too close and not leaving my side.

"LOGAN HELP"I screamed as the guy punched me in my stomach to hard that made me vomit blood.

"MARYY"Logan screamed as he ran up to the drunk guy and battered him. As he pulled him away from me and started beating him up I held into the wall as I lost balance.

Everything started spinning and went blurry then everything went black. I heard some voice scream my name then heard loads of noises, heard an ambulance. I heard talking but couldn't make out who's talking.

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