parallel world ~ jeongchan

001 // GET AWAY!

april 19, 2019 ~ 12:00 pm
chan hopped from his seat and towards the door everyone made a b-line towards. it was lunch time, a time that chan cherished a lot but hated as equally.

see, chan wasn't someone everyone loved. he was seen as a toxic person, who couldn't keep his negative comments to himself. this rumor started when the  male he hung out with woojin. woojin has been a very quiet person for as long as chan could remember. and he knew for a fact that the older was going through somethings. one day, woojin decided to end his problems and the guilt... he killed himself, slit his wrists and suffocated himself.

chan remembered this day so well. woojin was home alone that day and the male was posting some really creepy and scary things on his twitter.

wooojiiin
can it all end already? the world is an already dark enough place, so why not just leave it.

wooojiiin
can you stop accusing me? it's been years...

wooojiiin
you know what. i'm going to end it... goodbye...

wooojiiin
i know you're reading this... i'm sorry... i love you with all my heart, i'll see you when it's your turn...

that day, chan couldn't stop crying. the one and only person that he trusted and cared for, was gone with a blink of an eye. people thought chan had to do something with woojin's death, so they despised him.

especially one person, yang jeongin. to jeongin, chan killed his mother figure. the person who cared for him... and all of a sudden he was gone? he needed someone to blame, and that person was chan. jeongin knew very well that the older was close with his 'mother' and actually was the one that started to rumor.

yeah, jeongin learned that starting a rumor that wasn't true wasn't the best, but if he didn't, he'd just be blaming himself.

chan turned the corner and saw jeongin on the floor, just sitting there still.

"jeongin?" chan rushed towards the younger.

once jeongin was in full view, chan could see his stuff was scattered everywhere. pens and pencils had rolled off to the side, papers had flown away and his books looked horrible and ripped. not to mention he was crying...

chan kneeled down to look at jeongin's face. jeongin looked up at chan, through his teary eyes.

"get away!" jeongin yelled and started to kick his legs.

chan knew jeongin hated him, but why would chan be hatred towards the younger when he was in this state.

chan looked around and grabbed jeongin's backpack which was laid behind him. the zipper was open and only a few things remained. and one thing inside looked familiar to him, it was a hoodie... woojin's hoodie to be exact.

chan's jaw dropped slightly before closing it, acting as if he saw nothing. the older started to pick the younger things up. straightening the papers, fixing the books and putting his pens and pencils back into the pencil case they came from. but before chan could finish up, jeongin yanked his backpack away from his grasp and ran away, tears still dwelled in his eyes but he couldn't help but let them all out.

chan didn't know why jeongin was like this, but he couldn't help but feel his blood boil. honestly, chan tried to hold back the feeling of hatred towards jeongin but he couldn't. people said jeongin was nice but had really strong opinions on things and chan really tried to believe, but jeongin kept proving the rumors about him wrong.

the older crosses his arms as he made his way towards the lunch room, frowning slightly as he heard loud noises from the cafeteria.

april 19, 2019 ~ 10:52 pm
chan laid in bed, looking up at the ceiling. the older had been thinking about how furious he was about jeongin's behavior towards him.

"i wish he would act normal towards me" chan thought to himself as he turned to his side, getting comfortable. he looked out of the window besides him, watching as the stars twinkled in the night sky, but of course not at bright as the moon. chan could spot one star that was visible but was the dullest of them all. he felt like that star, he felt like everyone hated him and didn't care about what he felt or about his opinions. no one even cared to ask if the rumor was true.

"hang in there buddy, things will get better" chan spoke to that star, sighing deeply. he closed his eyes, slowly drifting off to sleep with every second that passed.

april 20, 2015 ~ 7:00 am
chan's eyes opened at his phone went off, it was time for school yay. he slowly climbed out of bed and towards the bathroom, making sure to comb his hair and brush his teeth.

he decided to wear a regular black shirt with ripped jeans, some vans and a hoodie. chan looked at himself before grabbing his backpack and walking towards school, forgetting completely about breakfast.

the blond male hummed while walking past many house, just to get to school. chan took a deep breath before walking through the front gate in which he walked through many times before.

but instead of getting disgusted looks of stares like every other day, many girls drooled over him and boys just stared in jealousy. chan couldn't help but bite his bottom lip as he felt something was very odd.

chan stopped at a bench and sat down, catching his breath. honestly he'd never gotten attention like that before that wasn't about woojin's death. and now that he felt all that attention in him, he was terrified at how things just changed over night.

"channie hyunggg!!" jeongin yelled, running towards chan.

something is DEFINITELY w r o n g.
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hey!! i hope you enjoy this fanfiction!
date: 63019 ~ 8:24 pm
unedited.