You will probably never read this,
but if you do I hope you listen.
I beg you for all the answers,
My eyes drop tears, glisten.
I guess I was never yours
You used me all that time
I gloat and bragged about you
Though my feeling remain in this rhyme
You had me around a lot
So much I got attached
You said you'd love me forever
I thought we were made and matched
I fought with you about things
like your hair, or how you're unclean
so many fights I don't recall
I was a hopeless romantic at sixteen
I don't know how to help myself
you always make me your slave
"Learn your lesson," you tell me
I can't bare to keep being brave
I'm always the blame to you
You never say its your fault
You have so many flaws, so many plights
I have become numb, and came to a halt
I am your slave, the unwanted one
exploit me as a rag
cleaning the scum, expecting it's fine
when my life is just a drag
They say I've become more depressed
A change for the worse I think
You were the light of my life, a hope
You would always make my heart sink
Now look at us, we're through
I bet we will not last
Not for long anyhow, they know
I never should have asked
Asked you say, about what?
Keeping yourself proper I suppose
Keeping me happy, keeping me here
But now my thoughts arose
I've become nothing, a worthless soul
A meaningless pile of shit
I can't stand my life, I want to die
Maybe just sleep for a bit
Look what I've become
Did you want this all along?
A suffering soul? Overpowerment?
Did you not want me to be strong?
Did you like giving my hopes up?
Tearing my opinions apart?
Saying pretty much I'm nothing?
Blackening my pure heart?
You tainted me, made me suffer
Tempted me to change who I am
Called me fat, called me a bitch
Called me a cunt without a damn
I wish I could die right now
I wish I wasn't here
I wish I could turn invisible
To those who I found once dear
You were a big impact on me
I couldn't stand time without you
It went so fast, but that was the past
A life I wish I could rue
Now it is time for an end
For my loved ones know me better
You have changed me a bunch, entirely
and now you read this letter
This goes to you, you prick
You scum, you faggot, you lie
You asshole, you bitter man
Saying that, now I can die
