Life's Confusing- (ONE DIRECTION LOVE STORY- FANFIC)

Chapter 23- As long as im your knight, you will always be my princess

CHAPTER 23 

ELI POV 

"I understand you all are gonna be mad at me in some way. But the guilt was to over powering. So I gotta tell you." I said. "or you will hate me forever or think I'm lying." Liam rolled his eyes. "you're always lying Eli." okay that hurt. "Uh never mind then." I whispered and went to grab my coat. "No. Eli if youre not gonna tell them I will!" dani spoke up. "Kay so fans think Eli is cheating on Lou with josh but it's not true okay?" dani said. "Oh yeah I know that. My eli would never cheat on me. Everyone knows that. And I trust her with everything I have. I trust josh too." Louis said. I nodded. "Kay the next thing is uh well...uh-" I cut her off. "I kissed Harry." I blurted out Immediately regretting that I had said anything. "You-You what?" Louis stuttered. "I kissed Harry. He didn't kiss me so don't hate him. I kissed him. Yesterday in the car on the way to the date. I'm sorry Louis but I kissed him. I don't love Harry like I love you Louis. Please don't hate me. Please dont." I said looking at my hands and fiddling with my fingers. "B-But why?" Louis stuttered. I saw the tears filling up in his eyes.

"Well Harry and I had sorted things out and I felt bad after he told me the reason ?why he was being so mean to me and the sad look on his face made me feel like I did something wrong. It was a spur of the moment kind of thing. Please don't hate me. It will never ever happen again. Lou I really need-" I was cut off by Liam. "He won't want you after this el. I can't believe you did that. Next thing you know you will be sleeping around." my eyes widened. My brother did not just say that. "Okay what the fuck is wrong with you. I didn't do anything!" I yelled. "You came back! That's what ruined everything! We were just starting to forget!" Liam spat back at me. His words were like poison traveling through my veins. "Thanks. Cos all sisters wanna hear that they are not wanted by their own brother. They all wanna hear that their brother doesn't have faith in them." tears were now streaming down my face. "Guys I'm going out. I won't be performing tomorrow or for the rest of the time we are here. Just tell them I lost my voice or something. Considering that you don't want me here, I'll be going. Dani convinced me that owning up to my actions was for the best. But it looks like none of you even care. The worst thing of all my brother, my own brother called me a slut. Words hurt more than you think." I said running off towards my bedroom to pack my things.

----A couple of hours later---- 

I was just about to go to sleep when somebody knocked on my door. "If it's Liam or Harry go away! I want to be alone!" I shouted but it more sounded like ia sdfeja leum htty ahjsa . Because I was talking into my pillow. The door slowly opened. "Eli?" a boy called. I looked up to see Louis. "Hi." I said wiping the tears off my face. "I'm not mad at you. I thank you for owning up. I love you Eli and I know you won't do it again." I smiled and jumped up to him. I wrapped my legs around his torso. "Thank you so much. I love you." I cooed.  "You're leaving again?" Louis asked looking at my neatly packed suitcases and my neat and tidy room. "No not forever. I just want to go home. I have that meeting with the modeling agency on sunday but most of all this has all got a little to much for me. My sister dying, Liam, it's just too much drama. Plus it's my sisters funeral in two days. I wanna go." he nodded. "Whatever you think is best, love. I will support you in everything." Louis said pulling me into a tight hug. "Thanks lou. Well my plane leaves at 4am. You coming?" he nodded. "You better get some sleep. I know you don't sleep on planes." I nodded. "Stay with me?" he nodded and crawled down beside me. "I miss her Lou." I cried. Tear flowing down my cheeks. "I know you do love. But your safe. You won't have to see dylan or any of them again. As long as your mine you will be safe. As long as I'm your knight, you will always be my princess." soon after he said that, I fell into a deep sleep.

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I got home earlier than I thought so I uploaded for y'all! YAY! 

Short chapter sorry guys! But hope you liked it. 

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EDITED 06/02/2013