On his way home, Shikadai was an internal mess until he realized that he hadn't broke it off with Chou Chou throughout the whole time he was hurting. The two hadn't talked since he had got broken up with. He knew what he needed to do, but it would wait till tomorrow. This night was to figure out how he was too atone for what he did to the platinum blonde. His mother sent him up to his room to, "Think about what he's done" in her words. To him anything better would be better than her more "physical" punishments.
He opened the door to his room and took off his jacket, putting it on the desk in his room and changed into his home clothes. Sitting on the bed, the black haired boy started to think about what to do if he wanted to even have a chance at getting Inojin back. He knew, of course, he needed to end his fling with Chou Chou.
He just had trouble figuring out how to do it. He wanted to be an asshole, but he knew that wasn't the way to go about it. As he thought more and more he felt himself succumbing to the mistress called sleep. He pulled himself under his blankets and like every other night without Inojin so far hugged his pillow tight to him, going into a dreamless slumber.
The next day seemed to come by too fast for the boy. His day didn't start the best way either. Instead of the usual sound of his mother calling his name he woke up to silence and then a crash. The black haired boy shot from his bed and rushed downstairs to see his father picking up pieces of a broken plate and silently cussing.
"Hey dad.."
"Oh.. uh hey kiddo.."
"Well, i'm off to school, see ya."
He got no response back as he grabbed his phone and charger on his way out and started his walk to the school. He texted ChouChou to meet him at the back of the school and put his phone in his back pocket not caring to see the reply. Shikadai didn't want to admit it, but he was scared. Everyone knew that the large girl was a very emotional person especially compared usually stoic and sarcastic boy. Not knowing how she was too react to the news was eating him up inside. As the school came into view, the black haired boy was getting more and more anxious by the second.
He saw the large girl wave to him and flash her charming radiant smile and he felt his heart sink. He knew this would break her fragile little heart and he didn't want to be responsible for it. She was basically his only friend at this point and he didn't want to lose that sense of knowing he could go to someone and be secure in the thought of them staying. The black haired boy was taken aback by a bear hug from his soon to be ex lover.
"Hey Shika!"
"Uh... hey ChouChou, we need to... talk."
"Uhm okey.."
Shikadai grabbed her hand and took her too the back of the school. In his mind he believed it would be a-lot easier to break off a fling with somebody, but in reality it wasn't that simple. Seeing the way the ChouChou lit up just at the sight of him was something that was making him rethink even texting her about the whole situation.
"Now ChouChou, you know i love you a-lot and th-"
"ARE YOU ASKING ME TO DATE YOU?! IVE BEEN WAITING FO-"
Shikadai quickly cut her off and grabbed her hands tightly. "NO!!"
"Huh..?"
He saw her eyes began to tear up as he sighed and continued to speak.
"Im sorry, but.. we need to end this"
"W-what do you mean?"
"We.. cant continue to do what we've been doing.."
"W-WHY?!?!"
"Im s-"
"NO.. IM SORRY.. SORRY I GAVE YOU MY BODY AND SHARED SOMETHING SPECIAL WITH YOU."
"Ch-"
"I M SORRY THAT I CARED ENOUGH ABOUT YOU TO SUPPORT YOU OR TRY TO WHEN YOU GOT YOUR HEART BROKEN"
She paused as tears flowed out and her rage became sadness and her words became laced with a melancholy and lost aura.
"Im sorry that I... wasn't enough."
With those words she walked away, literally and figuratively walking out of his life. The rest of that day it seemed the world was trying to spite Shikadai. He failed both his math and english classes, spilled his lunch and got mocked and jeered at, and got hit by the door on his way out of school. Nothing was going his way today and he just wanted it to end..
Leaving the court yard had proved to be the best thing that had happened that day. He walked into a burger shop and ordered a burger and large pop. The black haired boy paid and waited for his food to be ready. Looking down at his phone, he saw a notification pop up from the most least expected person.
'I want you back'
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My First Heartbreak {ShikaJin/MistuJin Fanfiction} (UNDER EDITING)
Hayran Kurgu(THIS STORY IS UNDER REWRITES AND EDITING AS IT IS YEARS OLD AND DOESN'T REFLECT MY ABILITIES TO WRITE AS OF CURRENT) Inojin and Shikadai have been dating since they got into the Academy. Inojin has been putting in his all and then some to their re...
