Gone // Nct [Book 2 of letters]

nine.

what was the meaning of that dream? why would I be seeing and hearing sicheng? there's something much more hidden beneath in the dream, it's going to take some time trying to figure out why I dreamed all of that.

maybe I can talk to chenle? I wouldn't wanna stress the younger out though. tomorrow's the group meeting so maybe it would help to get everyone's opinion on all of it. hopefully, no one freaks out over it and tells me to get help.

today is a new day so i'm gonna try my best not to think about last night, i'll just go out and take a walk by the park, maybe chenle will join me.

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"yuta you've been,, i don't know off this whole time walking, is something bothering you?" chenle was genuinely concerned, ever since the male was invited to join, yuta's been jumpy. it worried him a lot. just from the question you can see the drop in the others face.

answering the younger's question means he'll have to remember the whole thing which is something he did not want to do. without realizing it, tears streamed down his cheeks causing his anxiety to kick in. "oh my god yuta are you okay? please take a deep breath." everything went blank. no noises could be heard, everything around the male was becoming blurry. he couldn't even catch his own breath.

chenle on the other hand, didn't know what to do. it was all happening so fast that the only thing he could think of was calling one of the members, his fingers were slightly trembling as he dialed jungwoo. there's nothing he can do to stop the memories he saw let alone heard from his dream. the boy knew he shouldn't of tried to talk about it, if he would of just pushed it away then maybe the male could of enjoyed chenle's company.

"please hurry jungwoo!" chenle has no clue how to calm yuta down, by the looks of him, tears just keep pouring, each time the male wipes them away another falls. his eyes are heavy, like he's about to pass out from crying. hopefully, jungwoo is close enough.

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5 minutes had passed and chenle sees what appears to be jungwoo running towards them with a worried look plastered over his face. as he came closer towards the two, he saw the state yuta was in and sat next to him pulling the boy into a hug.

yuta didn't respond to the hug for a couple of seconds but sure enough, he wrapped his arms around the others neck letting his emotions take over. so much for not wanting to think about it huh?

"shh, shh it's going to be okay yuta, please calm down." the softness from jungwoo's voice helped him take a deep breath in and out. for what seemed like hours, yuta still had his arms around the younger. while the two were having a moment, chenle walked over to the other side of the park not wanting to be a burden.

at last, yuta unwrapped himself from the other with very little tears in his eyes. "it's almost dark, are you capable of walking?" he didn't think there would be a problem to walk but boy was he wrong, standing up made his body feel like a ton of bricks to which he couldn't even move. giving it a couple of more attempts, the boy gave up shaking his head towards jungwoo.

seeing the way the boy was broke jungwoo's heart, when he received the call from chenle he was caught off guard that he didn't know if it was worth telling the others or if it would be better with just him here. thankfully, jungwoo chose to come alone which he's glad he did because yuta was obviously in no shape for a big crowd.

"here, get on." jungwoo bent down facing the opposite direction so yuta could get on his back. the older didn't want to hurt him but he didn't wanna be stuck at the park either so he climbed on the males back. surprisingly yuta was light, jungwoo was thin himself but apparently strong enough to carry another human.

before heading back to the building, the younger made sure yuta was secured onto his back. tightening his grip, the others arms wrapped lightly around his neck and they were off.

chenle saw from afar that they were leaving so he decided to catch up with the two. it was a bad idea to leave a teenager like him alone at night in the streets.

"i hope yuta is stable enough for the meeting tomorrow."

"he's strong chenle, as long as we're here yuta won't go anywhere any time soon."

"i hope you're right jungwoo..."

"just...give him some time, we all need time to heal from a wound but some take longer than others."

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i haven't posted in a couple of days but that's fine jsjdjd
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this chapter was so:(: my emotions were all over the place but i hope you all enjoyed!<3
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the next chapter is gonna consist of a lot of things, it may be two chapters but who knows
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one last thing, i'm starting to lose motivation for this book. i haven't decided whether or not if i'm up to continue this book or not but the other chapters will probably be delayed until then.
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see y'all in the next chapter uwu