Pain

Liar edited

Sometimes I just want to reason,tell you my mind and if you don't understand it then don't undermine my feelings.
Same old emotions again.
I can't understand these feelings.
How did we get to this part?
I mean I know but I still have to  ask. It's just so unreal! Unfair! Just ridiculous
All these years working so hard for nothing. Everything I've lost.
You took my pride when you walked out you son of a bitch.
You took my heart and you broke it and made me feel like shit.
Remember all the days when you ain't had shit? Now you took everything!
but to hell with it.
Like seriously why you kissed me like that and fuck me like you did! You say mad shit to me,....hell you almost gave me a kid.  Thank God!... Well not thank God because maybe I would have a friend.Someone who would listen and never leave me.
Someone who'll be there till the end.
Remember that night we had pillow talk?
Yea you was popping that shit!
Saying you want a big white wedding and A nice expensive outfit. But.You didn't mean it though
because I'm here and where are you? Nobody even knows.   What happened to the ring ?   Yes guess you sold it right?  I know. And you was with them after we broke up that night! Funny how you loved me but you didn't feel a thing! You were so happy to move on with your little boo thing.  You hurt me yo!!!and no!!!I don't want you back.
I'm just saying you hurt me yo
It's almost like an attack.
You attacked my heart and did me dirty and the way I held you down God know I didn't deserve this.  I hate you!I don't want to forgive you. but..Imma do it anyway. What goes around comes around. Karma don't play.
I hope you are happy. I hope it was worth my pain. I hope it was worth me suffering. In silence. Over and over again. I hope you tell the story of how you did me wrong? I'm done now no more words. I'm done now no more crying. No more feeling bad that for all this time you were always lying.