Soulmates [ Jk x Tae ]

Chapter 3

ahhh another authors note im really sorry ;-;

this is going to be little chip bits of different ppls perspectives so yeah

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Namjoon's POV

I feel unbelievable.

Terrible would be a understatement.

I'm currently sitting at the table, and its been 5 minutes sense Taehyung had stormed off and left.

He never deserved this. He never deserved any of this. All he wanted was to find his soulmate, the one he truly loved and waited for. His prince in shimming Armour. His favorite person in the world. Well, turns out his soulmate could never possibly love him back, never feel the same feelings Taehyung's feelings. He was so nice. Selfless and beautiful inside out. There wasn't a fault in his body.

He was willing to put himself last to make his friends happy. He didn't care if he would starve to death as long as his friends and family were feed. He would give up everything for everyone else but when he finally puts himself he finds himself being broken, torn bit by bit apart.

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Taehyung's POV

I cant deal with this.

I cant deal with anything.

I'm to sensitive, i need to brush it off. Its not the fact that the person I've been dreaming off could never love me the way i want to love him.

I hate myself. If only i had found him earlier, then I could be happy. Then we could be happy. But no, I guess ill have to stick to third wheeling all my happy friends.  

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Jungkook's POV

My mind wont shut up.

Sometimes i wish i could turn it off. Its like a washing machine, whirling and loud. I cant control myself. I've come to the point where i feel as if half of the time its not me controlling myself, but a different person. Jimin's in my lap and we have been binge watching all the Lilo and Stick movies but i cant focus on then plot. Whenever my mind goes crazy like this, i cant focus on anything. Music, movies, sleep, and even Jimin.

Now you might be asking what, or who,  i'm think about.

The boy. The look on his face feels so familiar and comforting but i've never meet him. But what puzzles me the most is how once he heard my name, his jaw dropped. As if hes heard of my name in a different manor. And how he immediately pulled Namjoon into the other bedroom and after talking he just, left. As if he was never here. Namjoon said he was meeting him again but at Olive Garden, but when i asked his name, he scurried out of the room and just drove away. None of the members will tell me either. Not even Hobi. They've never held a secret this long from me, the only other time being my surprise birthday party planning. Somethings going on, and instead of being rational about it, my mind has decided it going to question my whole sanity and put me through endless torture. 

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Jimin's POV

I can tell Jungkook is spacing out. After being with him for so many days and hours of every year, you pick up things you never realized about the person before.

I turn over to look at him, and his eyes are closed and hes just, sitting. I know it doesn't sound weird describing from my words, but the way i feel in his presence, something is wrong. The hyungs have been acting unusual and it needs to stop. But whenever i question them, Yoongi threatens to take our food, and i won't risk the food.

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Yoongi POV

Namjoon has to fix this, fast. The youngers are getting restless, and its getting harder and harder to put up a disguise. I feel bad for the kid. I might not know what hes feeling and how much pain hes being put through, but i have felt rejection before, and i know from that experience that not being loved by the person you adored is hard. You don't want to face them, or anything. You just want to weep in your sorrow for how long you need to heal.

And Jungkook. Jungkook. I love the kid. Hes like my brother. I want to look out for him and make sure he takes the right way to life and succeed and be happy while hes at it.

But having his feet cemented to the wrong path makes it a lot harder.