I am Lola, and this is the story of my Life.
I found myself in this sweet family with a humble background. I have two brothers who are actually identical twins, Brandy and Randy. My parents are Christians. They are truly devoted to God. My siblings and I have always been church goers so we are literally titled Christian but truth be told, I'm actually an atheist but no one knows except my best friend, Talia.
I can't reveal my faith to my parents because they'll feel disappointed or they'll take me to a local pastor for deliverance, and I'm not ready for that drama.
I'm twenty two years with a degree in Biochemistry. I graduated in 2018. My life started to be complicated when I started dating when I was thirteen. I desperately fell in love with a Muslim guy. He was cute and smart. I loved him in a way that I felt stupid. I could sneak at night to go and visit him. I even saved money so I could buy gifts for him. But my mother put an end to our so called relationship because she said Christians and Muslims couldn't make a heavenly match. I was so eager to reveal my faith to her but it could be a big mistake.
I became an atheist when I was nine years. I used to go to Sunday school every morning. It was fun being taught about a Supreme being who created the earth, animals, and even me. It really surprised me and I was so curious to see Him one day. My Sunday school teacher called Him God. I was always the first one to reach in the Church for morning devotion. We usually prayed, sung songs (beautiful ones), danced and learnt a lot about God and Jesus. Jesus was the son of God who died for our sins.
Then there's this day that my Sunday school teacher whom I desperately trusted and believed spotted me murmuring when he was teaching.
"Lola!"... My heart stopped. He was a no nonsense human being. I knew for a fact that I would be punished.
" I'm going to ask God for permission to punish you." He closes his eyes then opened them after a few minutes. Then he said I should go and wait for him in the vestry. I went and waited for him praying to God to help me not to be punished. I really hate punishment.
The door opens and a grin on his face appears. "God has said that you should remove your clothes." That's strange but because it's God's command I'll do it. I'm completely naked. My melanin skin has goosebumps. I had no tits at that time. I was looked innocent. He came closer with a thin stick. He caressed me with that stick and I just froze. I began to cry and he shushes me with a slap.
I'm now confused. I only murmured. And it's not that I was the only one. Why is he harsh on me.
He beats me on my bare ass. It's so painful that a shrill cry comes out of my mouth. He puts me on the table and tells me to close my eyes.
He gets on top of the table and pinches my ass. He then puts his fingers inside me. I scream but he covers my mouth with his other hand. Now the worst happened when he puts his hardness inside my anus. I just froze because the pain was too much. It was to much to bear. How cruel is this Supreme God. I thought He was good. He wanted people to be happy not to cry like I am right now.
He gets off the table and says, "God has said that you put on your clothes and don't tell anyone what happened because you will die."
It was painful to wake myself up. I immediately realized that I was bleeding. I have lost my virginity all for the so called God's punishment. I wore my clothes and struggled to walk but I immediately collapsed.
