Chapter 1

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To lead an average normal teenager girl's life is not too much to ask. Its all I ever wanted, but things got in the way, they muck up things even though they were already mucked up. My world was not the right way around. I wanted a happy family with a Mum, Dad, Sister and Tess. Thats the life I want to lead.

But no, the life I lead is with a Dead Mum, a Dad in Jail for murder, a emo sister who has to look after me and Tess. Me. If you don't understand Dad killed Mum and Jess my sister, was best buds with my Dad until he killed mum and went to prison. I guess it turned her world around. She started wearing black, listening to punk and worea'1 spike jewllery. I think I'm the normal one. Though it doesn't seem like that. My life is not that hard, sure I may be pretty but boys don't fight for me because I'm quiet and shy. I only talk when I am talked to. I never say anything in my classes although I want to but I just don't because I'm worried. I'm worried that if I say the wrong thing, my life will hit rock bottum and make my life a living hell. 

I want to be like Olivia. No she is not the popular girl but she is the well liked girl, the type of girl who can invite anyone to her party and gets invited to anyones' party. She leads the average teenagers girl life. My life, the one I want. The average year 10 life. 

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