"Don't confess, write songs." An advice by Harry Styles.

Little Big Town (h)

'Zayn never finishes songs, Liam doesn't want to write anything in protest against Simon and Louis doesn't have inspiration. We need songs,' Niall told Harry.

Harry just shrugged, not really interested. He had plenty of other jobs. He was busy enough. Not that Niall would understand though.

'Can't you write them, Niall?' Harry asked Niall uninterested and went on writing another song for Ariana Grande this time. His biggest job right now. He wrote it from her point of view, even though there was only one person on his mind.

Louis William Tomlinson.

'I can't write a whole album by myself. Please H, we need another banger after Made In The A.M. and right now you're the one I trust most with that job,' Niall said truthfully.

Harry shook his head, mind set on the Grande song. He was a little stuck on the second couplet. He couldn't find the words to say what he meant. Although... Weren't those the right words? He quickly wrote them down, scratching the cheesy sentence he had just written.

'Can't you at least try? I know Louis would appreciate it,' Niall begged Harry.

Now the curly haired lad looked up.

'Fuck off, Nigel,' Harry said, but couldn't suppress a dimpled smile.

'Is that a yes? Please?' Niall asked hopefully. Harry sighed, knowing that the Grande Song was as good as done, just approximately twenty more sentences with "just a little bit of your heart".

'I'll try. Now shoo, you need to write songs yourself,' Harry told Niall. Niall laughed it off and left Harry's apartment. Harry just thought for a long time.

He needed to write a song. But what would it be about? It couldn't be about Louis, since he partly wrote the song for him. He would know immediately. Maybe about self love? Or something completely different like children having foodfights or sex or going clubbing... anything really.

Nope, it was always Louis.

Call him obsessed, over the moon, whatever you want, but Harry would never not love Louis. It was weird, since Louis had never seen Harry in reality, but Harry just knew that he loved the guy. When he got a girlfriend, Eleanor, he broke though. Luckily he had Niall to be there for him. Against Simon Cowell's orders, Niall finally told Harry that Eleanor was a beard to cover up Louis' sexuality because he couldn't bear to see his best friend broken anymore.

Harry saw Louis only once in real life. When he was with Niall in the dressing rooms. He saw Louis there (and immediately hid behind a curtain.) Harry didn't even have a crush on him. He loved him from the start. Niall always told him, from the moment he saw Harry's face, to meet him. About a year ago he stopped telling Harry so, he knew he didn't have the nerves to. Harry has loved Louis for about seven years now and he hasn't stopped loving him.

Call him a teenage girl with a crush, but he wouldn't care. Some people found it disgusting though, a boy loving a boy, but he didn't care. The only crush he could ever have on a girl, would be Eleanor. He wanted everything she had. Maybe then Louis could love him too. Maybe then their management would allow a relationship between them.

That was the moment Harry realised

Girl Crush.

That would be his next song.