Lawfully His .

10.

Veronica's POV

For the past few day's, i haven't spoken a word to zach.

I've been feeling annoyed by his presence, i was angry and hurt.

Being kidnapped for two days had my mind swirling with thoughts, the worst part was that for some reason i was hoping for zach to find me , but instead it's jonah , a person who I've only known for a week or two , a person who now I consider my best friend.

I honestly thought just maybe zach was finally coming to terms with us being married over an year now but no , no matter how hard i try it's just not enough.

What does he want from me? I've given everything and now I'm just tired. I want to be loved by someone , the crazy part of me wants that someone to be my husband.

I envy couples that show affection to one another and then there is us , we haven't had sex yet , want to know something funny , I'm a virgin.

Yep, Veronica Black is still a virgin at the age of 23.

I'll wait for the day when i loose it all for someone that i love and he loves me just as much as i love him.

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Zach's POV

"You hate her for the wrong reasons" jonah told me.

I had poured out all my secrets , about our fake marriage, about how i loath her and at the same time Cherish her.

Yeh, I'm drunk and hopefully not in love , the look on Jonah's face said it all , he had mixed emotions when i told him that i didn't love her , or maybe I'm denying that i don't.

For fucksake someone call a cupid.

"I don't know jonah , i hate her and at the same time i don't , it's so confusing, when someone tries to be rude to her something in me just triggers, but just at the same time i want to be the person to say all those bitchy things to her" i confessed.

"You love her , and your not accepting it because you feel like if you open up you'll be hurt and you think you'll lose her just like you lost your father and your best friend" he said everyword hitting me like a knife.

"What if i don't want to love her?" I asked while swirling my shot glass in circles.

"Then when she's gone your gonna wish you told her , as a best friend my advice is don't let her go , she's amazing you know , I've only known her for two weeks but you have been married to her for over an year and yet i know her more than you" Something the way he said it was showing how vulnerable he was.

I guess Veronica's charms also had an effect on him.

"I'll try" i whispered not sure who i was telling , me or him.

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Jonah's POV

I was shocked to say the least , whe he told me about the fake marriage and how he hates her , for some reason i felt happy.

I know it's wrong to feel this way , especially when your best friend trusts you , but a little part of me wants Veronica to leave him , the things he confessed to me were something's i never thought I'd here coming from a married man.

The fact he had sex behind her back just made me angry , Veronica doesn't deserve this , Zach isn't doing right by her.

She's full of light, her smile just lightens up the whole damn world , her laugh is so beautiful almost like i could put on replay and not get tired of listening to it.

She is a symbol of happiness and i want someone like her , or just maybe i want her.

How can someone make you fall in love only when you got to know that person for two weeks?

I hate it that i want to ruin my best friends life , because he doesn't deserve a goddess like Veronica , i want to be the reason she smiles , i want to her to be there waiting for me when i come back from work , and i want her to carry my child.

But i won't destroy her life even if my lust or feelings for her are on an extreme level.

So I'll help fix their broken marriage even if it hurts, i can't betray my best friend even if i want to.

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Ashley's POV

"Do you think he's interested in me?" I asked roni.

"Ash have you seen yourself? You are a literal walking goddess , he is definitely going to want you" she replied which I'm sure is a huge grin on her face.

"But what if he has someone else ,maybe a fiance? or maybe he likes someone" i told her with slight worry as i spoke.

"As far as I've known jonah , he doesn't have a fiancé and as for crush , I'm pretty sure you've got a high Chance" she replied.

"ok! Thanks roni" i closed the phone call and sighed.

I was falling for jonah marais and that is something i don't do too often.

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Veronica's POV

I was getting ready for the day when a sudden knock made me stop my dressing up.

"Who is it?" I asked the person behind the door.

"Zach"

Silence

"Roni please open up , i want to talk to you" he begged.

Sighing i walk up to open the door and was suddenly engulfed in a hug , his musky scent hit my nostril and i was almost swooning over his body pressed so closely to mine.

"I'm sorry" he whispered.

"What?" I asked eventho i had heard him the frist time.

"I'm sorry for everything, i didn't know how to feel , i was so scared of opening up again but then i realized im forcing myself on hating you , while its really the opposite , i-i love you veronica Black and i know I haven't been the best but i promise i will try , its not easy to open up knowing well that when you love you lose" he said with his voice coming out hurtful and distanced.

"Please don't hate me , i want this to happen , after my father and my best friend Nicole i had shut people out , and my mother only cared about the company , she left me when i needed her the most , So this is what i turned out to be, an asshole" he kept talking.

I stopped him when suddenly i grabbed the back of his neck and slammed my lips onto his , his lips moved in sync with mine and our tongues battled for dominance ,he bit on my lower lip causing a moan to escape, the kiss opened up a scar i didn't know i had and at that moment i realized that he needed me just as i needed him.

We were both broken.

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