January 21, Ashley's P.O.V.

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~I'm losing myself

Trying to compete

With everyone else

Instead of just being me

Don't know where to turn

I've been stuck in this routine

I need to change my ways

Instead of always being weak~

I lost who I am. I was a fun-loving, care-free person, never caring what others thought of me. Now, I got lost in what the rest of the school was saying about me. I tried to be myself but slowly the real me faded. I turned to cutting in result of feeling like an outcast. Even my usually bright and happy clothing took a major hit, changing to dark and sad colours. I've gotten used to cutting myself before bed then putting cover-up over the cuts before I leave my room the next day. I know I need to fix myself but I don't think I can... At least not with Emma here.

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