I'm Ready To Let Go|| Yoongi x Reader

Hello

A/N: I'll make sure to explain more on how everyone met in other chapters☺️

Sana POV

Where are you Min Yoongi?! It's like they heard me. I immediately got the message I wanted.

[Peach🌼: I found out where Yoongi and Y/N are]
[Finally! Took you long enough]
[Peach🌼: Your Welcome]
[Thank you 🙏🏼now where are they?!]
[Peach🌼: They're in Jeju Island. They should be staying at the resort Jeju Shinhwa World Y/N likes going on walks with her dog shouldn't be too hard to find her.]
[perfect wish me luck 😉]
[Peach🌼: Good Luck crazy bitch]
[You're basically helping me don't act so innocent]
[Peach🌼: You're threatening me I have no choice either I help you or you kill me]
[Peach🌼: So shut the fuck up]
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I don't care at this point. She can be mad at me all she wants, I got what I wanted. Now I'm getting a ticket to Jeju Island and no one is stopping me.

-

Lia wasn't wrong I just got to the resort and the clumsy girl already bumped into me. It must be destiny.

Back to the present~

Y/N POV

"Wait Sana?!"
"Yes? Do you remember me now??"
"Y-Yes I-I do wow I haven't seen you in such a long time" I quickly gave her a hug.
"What are you doing here? Weren't you in Japan?!
"Yes I was, but after a while I came to live here"
"In Jeju Island?"
"Yes"
"Wow, how have you been?"
"I've been great! Umm, where's Yoongi?"
"Oh he's back at the hotel we can go to see him if you'd like?"
"Is it ok I mean he's a popular idol?"
"Yes, of course, it's fine I trust you. After losing M-Mina you were probably the only person I would consider my friend." Just saying her name hurts me so much.
"Awww well if it's ok I'd love to see him again" she gave me a hug. She's so kind.
We walked on the path to the hotel.

Yoongi's POV

Finally, the dumb bitch stopped texting it's been about 4 hours since she had texted me. I just woke up from my nap. Hmmm Y/N has been gone for 2 hours I hope she's ok. Immediately I heard the door open.
"Hey are you awake?"
"Yes I'm awake" I gave her a smile she smiled back
"Remember Sana?"
Wait no please don't tell me- I quickly got up and went to living room to see.
"Hii Yoongi it's been such a long time since I've seen you!"
Shit.
"What are you doing here?!" I turned my attention to Y/N "What is SHE doing here?!"
"Yoongi calm down she's a friend I trust her that she won't send our location"
"Yes Yoongi I would NEVER hurt my dear friend Y/N"
If she says anything I'm not going to hesitate on killing her.
" Wow, the place is nice!"

I quickly got up and went to Y/N to whisper something in her ear "can I talk to you for a second in private"
"Umm Sana I'll be right back"
"Okay Y/Nssi"

I quickly pulled her into the bedroom.

"What?!"
"You can't have her here!"
"why?"
"Don't you understand I'm an idol we do NOT know her enough to have her here"
"Yes but I consider her my friend and I trust her"
"Well your gaining trust to quickly on her"
"Calm down if she does share our location we can just quickly leave. Simple."
"Get. Her. Out"
"No, I won't why do you have such a problem with her??"
"Because... this was supposed to be for me and you"
"We have a lot of time for us let's just invite her for dinner then she'll leave"
"No the longer she stays the longer it is to get rid of her"
"Yoongi-"
"If you won't kick her out I will"
"Wait, Yoongi-"

I quickly got back in the living room to kick her out.

"Oh hey, your back-"
"Get out."
"Wait huh?"
"You heard me LEAVE"
"Wait but did I do something wrong?!"
"Doesn't matter LEAVE or I'll kick you out by force"
"YOONGI!" She sounded so angry but I don't care Sana has no right to tell her for me.
"Yea Yoongi calm down unless you want her to know" please don't
"H-huh?" Her voice was full of confusion.
"Nothing, please Sana leaves"
"Oh, we're being polite now?"
"Please Sana"

Y/N POV

I don't know what is going on or what Sana is talking about but I have a feeling Yoongi is hiding something from me.
"What's going on??"
"Oh Y/N it's a long story you ready to hear it?"
"SANA!"
I quickly saw Yoongi grab her and push her out. She hit the floor with a bang and Yoongi closed and locked the door.
"Yoongi what the hell?! You think you can just-" I stopped talking immediately when I saw his face. It was full of tears. "Y-Yoongi is everything-" he quickly ran up to me and hugged me. He buried his face into my neck. I just held him and patted his back I don't even know why he's crying.

After a while he finally let go of me and looked at me his face still all full of tears and my shirt was wet from all the tears it soaked up.

"Are you ready to tell me what that was all about?"
"Y-yes I'm ready just promise me you won't get mad"
"I don't know if I can promise that-"
"Please Jagiya just promise me"
"Alright, I promise I won't get mad"
"I don't know where to begin...you might wanna sit down for this"
"Ok" I went to go sit down on the couch. I started to get very nervous with what he was going to tell me. He sat on the floor.
"I ummm I-"
"Yoongi please just get to the point to get this over with. Maybe it will hurt less"
"Okay..." in a very quiet voice that I was lucky to hear he said. "I-it was my fault Mina committed S-Suicide" I thought I heard wrong "what?" He clearly repeated what he said "It was my fault Mina committed suicide"
"Yoongi it's no one's fault she was going through a lot you can't put the blame on yourself like I did-"
"No Y/N-"
"Yoongi just don't put the blame on yourself-"
"NO Y/N LISTEN I CONVINCED HER TO DO IT" it felt like my whole world just broke down and I really couldn't stop myself from crying...

The next chapter is going to get more into the topic if you're not comfortable with that DO NOT keep reading.
Much love 💕💗🥰