I can't raise my hand ma'am
Please don't ask me why,
I don't want to cry
I follow your lesson, my face a question mark
No, I do not understand, but you will never know
I struggle alone, develop the courage to ask a friend,
I can't do this anymore
I go to the mall, they all stare at me,
Yet none look in my direction
They are judging me,
This wasn't my intention
I'm scared again, I'll be in the car
Just know, anxiety is never far
Doctor, doctor can you help me
A few of these, you'll be care free
So I take them, to feel okay
But okay is not me,
I'm not okay
I feel... nothing
Fake
Why should I take them, they change me
For the better!
You said as you shoved them down my throat
I'm scared again
Not anxiety this time,
I'm losing myself one pill at a time
