jeongguk's p.o.v.
i always think it's crazy to be in love with my best friend. it is crazy right; to be so deeply in love with your best friend? every time i look at him my heart tends to beat out of the ordinary and every time he smiles his gummy smile, my cheeks heat involuntarily.
when did i realize i was in love with him? well i won't say it was when i first met him, but it was when i first met him. his outside exterior seemed tough and scary, but min yoongi is just a baby at heart. there's this one memory that would be engraved in my heart forever. i was over at taehyung's one time, he had a humongous house and it had a little dance studio, me being bored out of my mind, that's where i went. taehyung wasn't home at the time, but i was always allowed over. it was the place i would always go to every time i came over. practicing dance was a passion of mine. i wanted to be a professional dancer and since i was only a high school student with average grades, i had to get into my dream college a different way. well, it was one of those times i was in the studio and he so happened to there. i wasn't aware at the time, too immersed in my dancing and sometimes singing, but he was there, watching me. and then a "jeongguk" brought me out of my trance.
"oh, hello. did taehyung send you?" i could hear my own heartbeat. i don't know if it was because i just finished practicing or because a stranger was there, watching me?
"nah. i've seen that you've been here for a while and decided to come get you myself. i know we don't know each other, but you seem to be over working yourself. thought i'd come save you." he smiled at me. and that smile stopped my world.
"oh? thanks i guess. sometimes i get too caught up and let myself go. i'll just grab my things." my hands never seemed to stop shaking. who was this man, i had thought to myself. and wait, how did he know my name?
"by the way, how do you know my name?"
the strange man shook his head at me and chuckled. "i know a thing or two about you jeongguk."
that was the moment min yoongi caught my heart. probably forever.
now i'm a college student, attending my dream college, Seoul Institute of the Arts. it's my second year here and i've never loved something so much. well except for min yoongi of course. he attends the same college as me, and we're kind of roommates. convenient am i right? almost as convenient as the rest of my best friends attending it, too. there's kim taehyung of course, kim namjoon, jung hoseok, park jimin, and the one and only kim seokjin.
hoseok and jimin hyung are in the same department as i am, while yoongi and namjoon hyung are in the producing department and taehyung and seokjin hyung are in the singing department.
it's surprisingly amazing to have all my hyungs with me. i thought it'd be annoying having to see them almost all the time, considering we managed to get dorms next to each other. jimin with taehyung, namjoon with hoseok, and jin by himself. i'm pretty sure taehyung and jimin are dating, but no one says anything about it. and i'm pretty sure everyone knows i'm in love with yoongi. well, except for yoongi himself.
one day he'll see and maybe fall in love with me too.
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Fanficbeing in love with someone who only sees you as their best friend sucks. jeongguk could be as obvious as it gets and yoongi would never notice. yoonkook.