Forbidden Love

In My Feelings

Mr. F's POV
It was so hard to keep my mind off of her, but I had to no matter how strong the urge was. Why was she so beautiful? Why was she so smart? Why did she have such a perfect personality? These were all questions that went through my head constantly. She was in my class, and in my home room, so I saw her frequently. I could tell with her words and actions that she possibly could like me too, but I knew she probably didn't, because she was smart enough to know that a relationship between us would be unethical. And she adored my classes, so I knew she would never do anything to get me into trouble.

Nathalie's POV
Words can't describe how he makes me feel. Like, not a single word in existence. It's hard enough being a teenage girl who likes a guy who's totally out of her league, but it's a whole other story when it's someone that is completely out of reach because of their age and job. I'm not one of those girls who just wants to give her teachers head for an A in the grade book. In fact, I was never into any other of my educators until now. It's just him. Everything about him. The way he talks, the way he walks, the way he conducts himself. He may be an average looking guy (according to all the other girls I know), but that doesn't matter to me. I want an adult. I want a mature person. I don't want any of the "young men" my age. They don't understand love. They don't understand trust. They just don't understand anything. They don't care about anyone about themselves. They are all nasty. All they want is clout, something I won't ever give them. But all I want is him.

Mr. F's POV
The awards night is in two days, and I'm really nervous. It has nothing to do with me standing on a stage with the world's hottest stage lights in front of many student's families and friends, but she will be there. She'll be getting many awards. In addition to all of her awards for sports, academics, and music, she will receive a special award from me. Every year, some teachers pick an overall high achieving, amazing student, and she was my first and only choice. She always helps others and made sure everyone was ok when they needed someone the most. She is also very intelligent and hard working. I've never seen a girl quite like her in my life. In two days, she'll be wearing something very cute, as she always does for events like this. She always cheers for all of her friends and acquaintances who receive awards. I overheard her talking to one of her best friends about getting a short, sparkly, and strapless dress. As she said that, I pictured her wearing that. She is pretty well endowed, so obviously I would see quite a bit (not too much), but just the perfect amount for a junior in high school. I also knew that she would bleach her hair, and put it in a complex, braided and curled updo. She's also really good at makeup, so she would look even better than usual. The only reason I know most of this is because of how often we talk to each other. If she finished her work in class, she will have quick chats with me about pretty much everything under the sun. If it was the end of the day, she will come to my room and basically tell me anything and everything about her day. There was always something new, and she is usually in an upbeat mood, and is really funny. But on some days, she is upset, and comes to my room and rants about how much she hates herself and how she really is annoyed with school and many of the people that work here and go to school here with her. I always listen to her and reassure her of things, because deep down inside, I know she's just really angry, and most of her rant is just her spur of the moment reaction. But I care about her. I love her, so none of it bothers me.