Falling for the impossible (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 32

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Blake's POV

This bed was way too hard, where the hell was I? 

I sat up and opened my eyes to the dark night sky and remembered that I had fallen asleep on the bench. I looked down at my phone to see that it was around two in the morning. I sighed and rubbed my eyes, still not completely awake. 

I felt horrible, ugly and worthless, and I knew cutting just wasn't going to cut it this time, I needed something stronger.

I started to walk back to the house, trying to keep my feet from dragging on the sidewalk. My eyes were droopy but I fought back the sleep that threatened to come. 

When I finally made it to the house I opened the door silently, closing it behind me and walked into the living room. I saw Louis, asleep on the couch and I felt a tear run down my cheek. I reached down and pushed the hair out of his eyes. I moved away and started walking towards Zayn's room.

I walked in and sat down next to him on the bed. He didn't move an inch, I didn't expect him to. Knowing he could sleep through anything.

"Thank you" I whispered as I a leaned down and kissed his forehead. 

I walked out of the room and into Liam and Niall's room. Liam was asleep and Niall was in his bed asleep too. He must've came back while I was sleeping. I walked over to Liam first and kneeled down next to him. I took his hand in mine and brought it to my lips as I whispered against them,

"I will never forget you daddy direction" 

I got up and walked over to Niall and moved his hair out of his face. I felt more tears start to come down but I stayed silent.

"We would never work out, I can't love you with half of my heart" I whispered. I pinched my eyes shut and got up off the ground and left the room, finally going into Harry's. I knelt beside him and knew this was going to be a minute. I wrote a short note and placed it by his hand.

"I love you Harry, no matter how stupid you are sometimes. No matter how many times you hurt me, I know you love me too. The way you held me, looked at me. You felt the same, I know you did. But you have to chase after me, please, because if you don't I'm not coming back. It's your turn to fight this time. Please, chase after me" I read to him. I turned ad left the room and grabbed my bag full of clothes that I hadn't unpacked and went out the front door.

I needed some time to myself, without the boys and the drama. I just hope he chases after me.

Ahh sad and short chapter! Sorry :/ Be longer next time! Have to do an essay so I was trying to fit this in! VOTE