Why are you swirling in my weary head?
Giving me hope for all that could not be
Feeding the illusion of you and me
Bringing into my world nothing but dread
It is my fault for having gone ahead
I am to blame for not wanting to see
The painstakingly harsh reality
That now hangs on by just a tiny thread
And I am lost within that dreadful piece
My soul is gnawed away against my will
And I remember not the days of peace
When all I knew was calm and life was still
Love thwarts my courage with its tricky grease
And I find myself not wanting this thrill
