Summer nights

This is it

The time has come. Vacation to the same damn place every year. Virginia, it's just filled with historical landmarks. I never understood the point of it. Why go it's so stupid everything about "Vacation" board me to death. As i was finishing packing my suitcase i put my jean jacket in there it was the last thing i had to pack. Well it wasn't acctually mine it was my brothers. My brother ran away from home 3 years ago he left me and my older sister with out parents. I love my parents but my mother was depressed and my dad was a recovering alcoholic. my grandma and cousins were coming with us. I hated my cousins they treated me like a child. And my grandma she hates my mother she always wanted to be the mother figure in my life i hated when she butted in on everything i did. But i had to work with what i had. suddenly kylie's scratchy voice snapped me out of my state. "Yo charlie hurry the hell up we are packing the car and we are waiting on your slow ass."  i liked her voice it was a trait no one else had in my family so it made her unique. i zipped up my suit case and out stepped out into the chilly New york air New york city was a nightmare so i was kinda glad to be leaving the city. i shoved my suit case into the trunk i pulled out my earbuds and put them in my ears threw on an over sized sweatshirt and threw up the hood and stared out the window the sun was coming up and it filled the sky with all sorts of beautiful pinks blues and reds. i stared at it until i dozed off.

i shot awake looking around we were still driving i huffed "what wild hair got up your ass" kylie scoffed. Dad abruptly screeched "hey language" "ok sorry" kylie said throwing her hands in the air  my mind wondered off to my older brother golly i missed him i wondered if he's even alive or if he's dead my dad thought he was dead i found his old baseball cap and looked at it "tommy" it said on the back he made everyone knew it was his i smiled softly i teared up i ser it beside me and looked out the window i didn't want anyone to notice my family never saw me cry they never saw my darkest hours and i was satisfied with that. i just wanted to know if he was ok i wanted tommy boy back i was thinking to much and decided to sleep again when i woke up we had finally arrived to the hotel now i was just waiting for my cousins and grandma to get there i wish it would've just walked inside because god i hated both of them