A Letter

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Yoongi's POV

After maybe half an hour of just crying I finally reacted. How did I Just let her slip out of my hands? I'm so stupid. I quickly grabbed Min Holly who was laying next to me and got ready to leave. I won't let you leave me. But first I needed to take care of something.

Of course, Sana's not that stupid to have stayed in Juju Island but she was stupid enough to mess with my relationship. Oh well, I'll just stick with my priority, Y/N. I quickly got on a plane to Seoul.

Y/N POV

I finally made it to Incheon International Airport and I saw Hoseok. He was doing his best to not be seen but even if he had his whole face covered I would never miss him. Tears already started to form in my eyes. He actually came. I ran to him and gave him a tight hug. He hugged me back.
"I made sure not to tell the other members. I figured that's something you would want. Right?"
"Yes, thank you Hobi... for everything"
"Your welcome Y/N and don't worry about it" he gave me his best smile.

We headed to the car and after a few minutes of driving, he finally asked me.

"Why did you leave early without Yoongi? If you want you don't have to tell me now but-"
"No, I'll tell you I mean I really need to talk to SOMEONE right now." I took a deep breath.

"Remember when I told you Mina committed
suicide and that I felt as if it was my fault for not answering her calls?"
"Yes, please don't tell me you're still blaming yourself again..."
"No I'm not but you won't believe this... Yoongi convinced her to do it. I was so surprised and hurt when he told me.The worst thing is that he wasn't even planning to tell me. He probably wouldn't have if Sana hadn't shown up"

He didn't have a reaction. He didn't even look surprised and he didn't ask any questions.

Please no...

"You already knew didn't you?"
His silence gave me that answer.
"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU! WHO ELSE KNOWS!?"
"I'm so sorry Y/Nssi and I'm the only one he knows."
I started crying but I was too weak to get out of the car I would've jumped out if I had enough strength. In a very quiet voice, I asked.
"When did you find out?"
"Last year... But Y/N I swear I was trying to convince him to tell you." I saw the sincerity in his eyes. He was nearly going to cry too.
"....."
"Y/N?"
"Not now I just want to make it to Yoongi's Studio, get the letter Mina left me, go home and sleep forever"
"Ok"

We finally got to the dorms luckily everyone was asleep. I went to Yoongi's studio and found the box. The letter was in another little box almost at the bottom. I had practically made his whole studio a bigger mess then how it was before, but I didn't care.

"Y/N do you want to stay here for today or for me to leave you to ummm your home?"
"No, I paid to stay at a hotel"
"I'll leave you to the hotel"
I said ok since at that point I didn't have enough strength to argue.
"Thank you Hoseok, bye." I saw him start to cry. I normally never call him by his name I always call him Hobi. I hope he gets home safe.

I got to my hotel room and immediately sat down on the bed and opened the letter. I was lucky enough to have actually made it to the hotel without passing out. I read the letter and after I wasn't able to stop myself from crying.

Dear Y/N,

I don't know where to begin. I'll never forget when we met. I was 8 and you were 7 I got held back. I'll never forget when you let me use your supplies for school because I couldn't afford them. You were there at my best. Do you remember when we went to our first BTS concert and I wasn't able to stop screaming because of how excited I was before and after the concert? You were also there at my worst. Remember when I was 10 and they told me my parents died in a car accident?
I had so many bad times in my life, you were always there even if I'm always telling you my problems, even if it was 3 in the morning and you were probably sleeping you always answered my calls. I'm so glad to see you happy with Yoongi. Take care of my idol and I hope my idol takes care of my dear sister. That's what you are to me my younger/older sister. I couldn't ask for a better friend than you. You're so strong and I look up to you for always being so bright even while having just as a bad childhood. Don't stress out too much Okay? Just be happy. I'll always be here if you need me but I know you won't, you're a strong independent woman. You made my depressing life brighter. You are everything to me. Don't feel bad about not answering my calls. I'm sorry for being a hassle for you and Yoongi. Take care of yourself Y/N, my dear
Y/N.

From: Your sister, Mina Sharon Myoi

I looked up and said:
"I'm so sorry Mina. I'm So so so sorry, you were a sister to me too. I would give up everything to go back in time and change everything please forgive my Mina." I actually ended up passing out from all the stress and no sleep.

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