This would not publish yesterday sooo...I'm fine now.
Guys.....I'm in the worst mood rn because of my violin. I'm currently in my cramped closet, 17% phone power, and I failed to complete my violin practice...I bet my parents think I'm done now....I'm not. My teacher said to wiggle my finger on every note. I CAN'T! I KNOW THAT I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO SAY CAN'T, BUT SHUT UP! I CAN'T!!!! I. CAN. NOT. DO. IT.
I should be acting more grownup about this, but I just can't at the moment...I know that I should just continue on with it, but NOOOOO I have to have locked (not actually locked) myself in my small-ass closet! I'm cramped rn...I feel like shit. I was crying for about 10 min, and my parents (who are RIGHT OUTSIDE MY ROOM) didn't hear me. I was enraged so much, that I quickly did one bit if it. My dad complimented me, BUT I WAS SHIT! He laughed when I said that I was bad...Then I told him that I was about to cry.
My MOM is looking through ring tones STILL. She of all people.....She is the one who I expected to come to my room to comfort me....NOPE!!!
I do feel better...Not good enough to come out of my closet. OH! Just to get an idea about how SMALL my closet is, imagine the closet in Fnaf 4. Those doors but a SMALL inside. Got it...? Thx for listening (reading) to my useless rambling thoughts.
