I'm Ready To Let Go|| Yoongi x Reader

A Hug

Yoongi's POV

I luckily made it back to Seoul and texted Hoseok to see if he could pick me up. It was like 2:00 am I didn't expect him to answer but he did.

[Hoseok: I'll be there in a few minutes]
                       [okay thank you Hoseok]
[Hoseok: 😊]

After a few minutes, he was here. I walked over to him "Hoseok-"
"What did you do to Y/N?!"
I was stunned we quickly walked to the car luckily we weren't noticed. Once we were in the car I noticed how hurt Hoseok looks.

Y/N must have told him...

"How could you?! Hurting Y/N that way she's upset and barely had the strength to make it home."
"Hoseok it wasn't intentional I-I" I didn't know what to do I broke down in tears in front of him, I've never cried in front of him.
"I'm sorry... I should've thought about your feelings as well. Y/N is also pretty hurt by me. You and Y/N are my friends I don't want to hurt any of you"
"I r-really didn't want to hurt her I didn't mean to, I'm so sorry."
"It's okay, but how did Sana find you?"
"I don't know but somehow she did and it was either she'll tell Y/N or I tell Y/N, it felt better if I tell Y/N"
"At least it's already done with but you should've told her sooner-"
"I KNOW, I know Hoseok"
"Right now we should give her some space"
"Do you know where she's staying?"
"I'm sorry hyung"
"Please Hoseok don't do this to me"
"I can't tell you if I did who knows what you'd do"
"Fine I'll find out on my own"
"Hyung just give her space"
"The more space I give the further she'll go"
"The more you chase her the more she'll feel the need to hide"
Hoseok was right I don't know what I'm doing I need a plan I need to give her time to breath. She probably already read the letter. It hurt me more thinking about how much she could be crying at the moment or how much she's in pained.

We made it to the dorms. "I thought you were going to leave me at our house (Yoongi and Y/N home)."

"I mean if you want I can go leave you there I just felt that maybe you would like to have company."
"No, I want to be alone at the moment"
"Alright"

Hoseok left me at our home. He decided to leave me at the doorstep since I looked weak.

"Thank you Hoseok."
I wasn't thinking and went to hug him. I really needed a hug from someone, I needed a hug from a friend. He hugged me back.

"aigoo Yoongi who knew to being away from Y/N would make you more touchy, don't worry your friend will always be here." I didn't want to let go immediately I really needed it.
After a while I started to feel uncomfortable with what I did and let go of him but he didn't let go of me.
"Hoseok let go we had our moment now please."
"Your soft and you never get this touchy and feely" after some time he finally let go of me and gave me a sweet smile.
"Okayy Bye" I responded. I went into my house, almost slammed the door shut but Hoseok stoped me "Yoongi..."
"What?"
"saranghae"
"Yea okay thank you"
"Say it back Min Yoongi"
"Hoseok..."
"If you don't I won't leave"
"Sigh, saranghae now leave"
He finally left happily. I went to the bedroom. I plopped on my bed and I just closed my eyes and immediately I went to sleep. I was so surprised by how tired I was.

Hoseok POV

"Yoongi and Y/N are suffering without each other. I feel horrible I want to help them but I don't know how."
"Calm down Hoseok things will be fine they love each other try to remind them why they're together"
"Yea your right"
"Just don't force anything on to them anyways I have to go now thanks for updating me"
"No problem bye"
I hung up. I really hope to be able to help them.

Y/N POV

I woke up on the floor, I felt sore and I couldn't remember anything until I looked at what was next to me. The letter. Immediately everything rushed back to me and it felt like someone had just stabbed me in the heart. I decided to pull myself together. I got up and went into the bathroom.

I couldn't even recognize myself I looked hideous. My eyes were so red and puffy, my skin was pale, dark circles were stained into my skin from lack of sleep. My hair was a mess it was all tangled up. I looked fragile and as if I hadn't eaten in days. I wanted to break the mirror I hated what I saw in front of me. But what good would that do?

I showered and right after I just remembered my dumb ass forgot to pack extra clothes or buy extra clothes. I wasn't ready to put on the exact clothes I was wearing before. I wore my robe for a while, trying to think then I remembered the hotel offered free pajamas. I'll just wear that for now. I ordered some food to eat and then left the hotel.

I decided to go to the mall in just pajamas. No one can stop me, I'll do what I want. I bought a few extra clothes then headed home. I got a very strong headache. I felt someone tap my shoulder then suddenly the headache got stronger and I collapsed on the floor.
"Y/N!!!! Y/N!!!"

Sorry this chapter isn't too good I had a bit of trouble writing it I promise it will get better also some chapters might be a bit shorter then others but I do my best to at least write 1,000 words anyways much love, sleep well, eat well, and stay hydrated 💕🥰🥰