I knew he was cheating,
but so was I.
And I couldn't believe the big mistake I had.
Why couldn't I have just accepted the fact that he cheated?
Why didn't I DEAL with it like normal couples?
Instead, I went out of my way to find someone.
That was married.
Had children.
And was abusive.
I didn't know he was abusive until he started with small pinches, to small hits, to punching, to me being a punching bag and now I don't know how to get rid of him.
Hoseok didn't notice because he didn't bother to notice.
He acted as if I never hissed in pain if something touched my wrist.
My eyes would water if the edge of the table hit my ribs.
But it all went unknown.
It got so bad that I had to take pills to recover and what do you think Hosoek thinks there for?
Hallucinations.
He predicts that I have hallucinations of small things woman leave on men like lipstick.
I told him I'm sure things like that don't exist but oh, that didn't stop him from his thoughts.
His demanded a therapist to help me 'be myself', because apparently I'm acting different and Hoseok knows because 'he knows me'.
He knows all of my secrets, desires, dislikes and hatreds?
He knows the outer-appearance of me.
He knows what my cousin would know.
But does he know the bruises I have?
The secret that I'm cheating?
No, and that's all the start to our relationship.
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Curiosity | JHS ff|
Romance"𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕓𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥, ℍ𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕠𝕜?" "̶S̶o̶m̶e̶w̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶d̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶n̶e̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶r̶y̶,̶ ̶o̶k̶a̶y̶?̶"̶ He explained with a reassuring smile showing.
