Who am I?

That's the question isn't it?

You all have a way to see me, yes, I can try to change that but are you going to view of me?
Probably not.

To some I am a rule-breaking, mean introvert while other sees me as a studious, sweet straight A student. That's the thing. You see me as how I was when you got to know me, but I changed.

Everybody changes, for better and for worse.

Everybody hides a part of themselves. Once I read that everybody has three masks; one for strangers, one for family and one for friends. And then there are those times when we are completely alone, when we take our mask off. At first, I thought I wasn't like that, but I observed. Around my friends I am a sarcastic introvert who wears her heart on her sleeve. Around my family I am a both sad and happy girl who doesn't have that many friends. And when it just is me I am often a crying mess who reads and writes to escape reality.

I like high heels and dresses, but also writing and climbing trees. I enjoy singing but only when I'm alone because I sound like shit. And maybe my friends know me better than I know me. Because they have seen me broken.

It's not about who I am, but about who you see. How I portray myself.

And if I must be completely honest nobody knows who I am, not even me. But go ahead try to read me, discover my hearts true desire, and when you do, tell me because I want to know.

-C