A/N after years hahahaha hahah I'm back with the part two of my story. Hope you enjoy it ( it's a little distressing but it will get better)
I woke up to the screaming of our child Ava in the middle of the night. I turned and looked at Tom. He opened his eyes and I was greeted by the sad look in them. The redness around his eyes from all the crying hurt me. " I'll take it" he said frustrated as he got up from our bed and went to Ava's room across the apartment.
Last night we had our biggest fight ever. It started with the fact that I was going to star in a new movie with Tom Holland and he had gotten jealous. Then it all escalated and we were both screaming and throwing stuff. Waking poor Ava we stoped as I went to comfort her. When I got back to our room Tom had already fallen asleep and I didn't want to wake him so I had went to bed as well. Now I'm laying here staring at our ceiling.
I keep repeating the same sentence from last night in my head. " maybe this was all a mistake " that's what Tom screamed right before we woke up Ava. Did we make a mistake? I really don't know. I still love him. So much. He's my everything and I couldn't live without him but with all this fighting I'm wondering if this is all worth it. I mean I don't want Ava to grow up in a broken home. As I'm in the middle of my thinking Tom walks in with a tired look. I sit up and he sits down at the end of the bed. I crawl up to his side and lean my head against his shoulder.
" what's up with us?" I wonder looking at the open door showing our living room. " I don't know, all I know is that I'm sorry for what happened" Tom says as an response. " I am too. I always am after we had an fight. But is it worth it? I love you but with all this fighting it's getting so hard to keep going" Tom pushes me off his shoulder and looks me dead in the eyes. " I know it's hard, nothing is easy especially living and spending your life with someone but we can't give up" a tear fell down his cheek. I dried it off his check and told him we would talk about it in the morning after we've slept on it.
As I was laying down Tom snuggled up to me so that his lips were centimetres from my forehead and as he put his arm around me he softly whispered in my ear " you know I love you and will no matter what". I smile slowly came on my lips as I snuck my arms around him and whispered the same words back. We fell asleep like that in each other's arms.
I woke up the next morning by myself. No Tom in the bed to cuddle. I slowly got up from bed thinking that he probably was making breakfast in the kitchen I enter the kitchen and see that he's not there. That's when I realise I don't hear Ava either. I panic sprinting to her room checking her crib. Instead of seeing her I see a note from Tom. I woke up to her screaming this morning and thought you deserved a peaceful morning where you could sleep in so I brought her on a walk and we are going to my parents for the day. I'm coming back tonight so we can talk things trough but Ava is staying with my parents. Love Tom
I think I read it a hundred times making sure that my brain took in all the information. I left the note in the crib and walked to the bedroom again getting my phone. At first I was going to send a text to Ash but remembering how she took it all when I said I was going to move out I sent the text to Emma instead. (E = Emma Y = your name) Y: hey, do you think you can come over I really need to talk to someone E: of course sweetie, I'll be there in twenty. I'm bringing cookies Y: see you💕💕 E:💕💕
As I was sitting on my couch scrolling Instagram I heard a car coming up the driveway. Opening the door I saw Emma walking towards me with a bag filled with what looked to be more then cookies. I greeted her with a big hug and let her in. We settled down on the kitchen table with our tea and her bag of goods. " so how is everything?" She asked me sipping on her tea. " well complicated, I've lost my friend Ash, they freaked out when I said I was moving out and wasn't supportive at all. Now me and Tom are fighting all the time and we are going to clear things out tonight as he is leaving Ava at his parents house. I'm just really afraid that I will lose him" I say and discover the tears flowing down my face. Emma takes my hand and looks at me. " oh honey I promise you, you and Tom are going to be fine. I've seen him with his other girlfriends and he's never been as happy with them as he is with you" she says and dries of my tears. I thank her and we keep talking for what feels like hours before she has to leave.
As Emma left I put on music in our surround system and starts cleaning the apartment. After that I took on a long shower and then I put on the hoodie that I borrowed from Tom the day we first fucked. ( this one if anyone remembers)
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As I was drying my hair I heard Tom's keys in the door. I put down my hairdryer and started walking out to the hall. I was met with his beautiful eyes. He looked at me up and down and then suddenly I was pushed up against the wall. " I've missed you" he whispered in my ear and I was frozen from the shock. He started to nibble on my ear and I just melted then and there.
A/N thank you for reading the first chapter of the second part and don't kill me because of how I ended it. Have a good day and I'll "see" you in the next chapter😘
