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I walked back to the classroom and saw that Kacchan was back in his desk and the whole class stared at me

"Quit it.." I mumbled

"Deku did you say something ?" Uraraka said

"Deku?" She called out

Then she grabbed my arm and I slapped it off me

"Leave me alone!" I yelled making the class grow completely silent

I went to my desk and put my head down I heard mumbling coming from my classmates but I could care less

I stared dozing until I heard a foot slammed in my desk I looked up and saw Kacchan

"What's wrong with you?" He ask with his hands on his pockets

"Nothing, I'm fine" I said

"Cut the shit, Deku we both know you're not okay" He said

"Stop"

"Stop what" Kacchan said annoyed ready to punch me any minute

I look outside the window and looked at the blossom trees

"Stop making me think you're worried about me" I said

"Ha?!"

"I'm not worried, I'm just concerned" He said "Tch whatever like I could care less if you die" He said walking away

I sighed

After class I went straight home, All I could think of is going to sleep and resting. I feel so exhausted lately

I opened the door revealing my mom cooking

"Hey honey how's school?" She asked taking her apron off

"Fine." I said

She cupped my cheek

"You seem a little pale have you eaten anything yet?" she ask

"No not yet" I said

After finishing dinner with my mom I went and washed the dishes and went to my room

I jumped in my bed and faced the ceiling and closed my eyes

I began seeing pictures of Kacchan, and him smiling he rarely smiles but he will only smile with his friends and never at me

'Oh Kacchan...

Why did it had to end up like this?'

I then fell asleep

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I woke up covered in cold sweat and began breathing heavily

'Is it happening again?'

I coughed roughly

I looked at the clock and it was 3:00 a.m. I tried to find my trashcan but couldn't find it

I coughed out tiny drops of blood and 7 petals in my bedroom floor

I panted

'God damn it, Why me?'