To Whom It May Concern

Hey everyone! This is my first story! It's about One Direction. The events aren't true, because if they were.........it would be so sad for people to suffer that way.

Please tell your friends about it! I'm nervous! Please comment and vote!! Anyway. Here it is. To whom it may concern.

Btw. The twitter name is my friends. I wrote this with her name.

-Bella

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To whom it may concern

Harry POV

I can't believe I'm actually going to read this. Yesterday was the one year anniversary, February 13th, the day of my nightmare .

February 13th I remember it perfectly.

*FLASH BACK*

The air is frosty and crisp in the morning. I have layers on because I thought walking to the studio would be good. I just left our house. We had just celebrated our three year anniversary with a new house even though she tried refusing. I was going to call one of the boys but the cold air helps me think. It made me think about her and the day we met. I wonder if she is a awake I hope she see my notes and flowers. I hate not seeing her grey hazel eyes and beautiful long messy brown hair in the morning. She is the most beautiful and perfect person in the world. I don't know how I got her after everything she has been through. She is so strong and confident and gets more brave everyday. I finally got to the studio at 8.

As I walk in the boys greet me, "Hey Harry, how did you get here? Walking?"

"Yup, so how are you guys and your girlfriends?"

"Well, Dani is in Switzerland doing some dancing performance and videos."

"Perrie has been working on her album."

"Lou?"

"Eleanor has had time off since her last photo shoot and tv appearances and poor little Niall is still waiting for his Princess."

"Adrianna and I are getting better."

"Has she recovered completely?", Liam asked.

"No, I'm proud of her but scared."

"Of what Hazza?"

"That she might do IT again."

The boys look at me like I'm crazy but also know I'm telling the truth because she has relapsed before. I feel tears forming in my eyes as the fear grows inside of me.

"If she trusts you with her WHOLE recovery, then you should trust her", Zayn explains.

"Plus, she has us to help too. We always be there", Niall says,

"Right boys!?!"

"ALWAYS AND FOREVER", they all half scream and half sing.

"Let's get to work now."

Adrianna's POV

I just woke up at 10 but don't feel that warm body next to me. I move my hand around his spot and feel a note:

Dear beautiful,

Good morning! I had to leave earlier for the studio. I'm not sure what time I will get home but take the day for yourself. Call me if you need anything. Don't forgot what tomorrow is. And remember you are my everything! And the most beautiful and perfect person ever no matter what!!!

I love you!

Harry oxox

I started to smile at what Harry said. I don't understand how I got so lucky with someone like him. Since Harry was gone, I decided to go get my favorite sweatshirt of his and cuddle in it. I felt so cold without him here to hold me. Sometimes I wish I could have a better, perfect life with him. He thinks I'm perfect but hasn't noticed that I have fallen down the deep hole of depression again. I hide it because I can't stand to hurt him. He doesn't deserve to my sadness. He wants to see my happiness. He deactivated my twitter, Facebook, and instagram accounts and changed my passwords, but I figured it out. He did it because of the hate I got, it caused me start cutting again. I have became stronger, but I feel so hopeless and numb getting up this morning. I should take my medicine but it's too much. I know Harry will be disappointed in me when he gets home. I go on twitter and let the hate soak in: