june 30th - super massive blackhole

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i am kind of shy i guess. not really, but also yes really. i like to think of myself as outgoing but only when you get to know me. i am proud of who i am though. my name is olivia. i am a proud lesbian and i chopped my hair when i was a freshman in high school because i fucking wanted to.

here's the deal: i haven't done shit. i haven't kissed a girl, or held hands, or been on a real date or even fucking hugged someone romantically. here i am watching all of my friends find themselves in happy relationships, going off into their own realms and fucking like bunnies. im so FUCKING horny and i have so much love to give and nobody to give it to. im not desperate, but i definitely act like i am. its too often that girls will lead me on and then drop me the second i reciprocate any flirtatious treatment.

i would say my days are rather similar in nature. sometimes i volunteer at the homeless shelter and when im not doing that im probably freaking out over a tv show or movie. im a film fanatic. i love everything from american horror story to a simple favor. i often fall for the strong and dominatrix-esque women of the films i do watch. i.e. sarah paulson in american horror story, or scarlet johannsen in the avengers. there is something i find so effortlessly beautiful about a woman with intimidating strength.

anyway, enough with that gay shit. so today is june 30th. thats the day before my birthday. im preparing by scrolling through instagram and sending my friends edits of my favorite celebrities.

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