Seeing other people's hardship makes me understand about what they were going through. But sometimes when i could understand others, i couldn't understand myself. I don't know what i want, stuffs that often makes me sad and cried, or the thing that i did which makes me to be who i am now.
I'm a full of emotion type of person, often people called me sensitive. I feel a lot of emotion, it's just that i couldn't express it properly. Sometimes i just buried my feelings and ignored it. But this is what makes feel so empty and lost. I often said to myself that i'm fine when in fact i'm not. Feeling dissapointed when i couldn't reach my expectation. Thinking too much and wasting time. People said 'you were the one who know yourself best.' That's just some bluff quote, here i am trying so hard to understand myself.
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Randomnot everything on the outside is the same as what you feeling in the inside.
