Was it always this hard? (On Hold)

Pain....is found.

Lucy POV

I've been living in hell for 3 years. Only having one person to lean on. She has been there since the beginning. There used to being a little group but now. They started to slowly get tired of me and ignored me. Then they joined them.

I walked to the guild. Not stepping on the edge anymore. My happiness is locked away. Only showing my friend the real me.

I saw the guild in front of me. I got ready for the "new game" I enter praying that no one noticed that I entered. I thought to soon. "Hey....it's the slut Lucy Heartfilia!" Yelled one of the members. I kept my head down. Trying to keep my anger together. Then they started throwing magic at me. I just kept walking.

"Stop!! What has she done to all of you" Yelled my only friend. I looked to see Levy standing up from the book she was reading.

"She's weak"

"She's a slut"

"She whines"

"She just needs to die"

"Most of all she hurt are precious Lissana" I heard Natsu say. Then brought Lissana close to him. I saw the look on her face.

How I wanted beat the bitch for say I 'hurt' her. "Now for the new game" said Lissana " I call it Screams you hurt her until you get your fill of her screams." She said with a smirk. Natsu made fire chains. Locked me down by my feet and hands. Everyone started throwing magic. The fire chains were burning my skin.

They tied Levy down with normal rope in a corner. But the only person who just watches and smirked is Lissana.

People think she is so innocent because she isn't gives the ideas and doesn't actually throw magic at me. I never really cry anymore nor do I scream I scream once or twice. Just because Levy is crying and hate when she cry's because of me.

"Aghhhhh!!!" I scream out and they don't stop so I do it again. "Ahhhhhhhh......" then they keep going. I guess wanting three screams. They usually only get two because there stupid. "Ahhhhhhhh". Then They start to slow down.They stop.

I crawl to Levy. I untie her ropes. "Hey are you okay...they didn't hurt you right" I ask her she had more tears running down her face.

Levy POV

I watched helplessly as they throw magic at my best friend. I start crying. I see her look at me. She has concern in her eyes. Lucy...you care about even though you're the one be tortured. She starts screaming. I cry harder. She starts screaming her second time but they don't stop.

Her third time is when they actually stop. Natsu let's her go and she crawls over to me. She starts untying me. "Hey are you okay..they didn't hurt you right" She asks me I had more tears running down my face. "Why?...why do you have to care so much. Your in pain and you still ask if I'm okay" she holds me trying to comfort me. When I should be the one.

10 mins later

I guess I fell asleep cause I woke up on Lucy's bed. I looked at the time 11:00am. Around this time Lucy disappears. She always leaves around 9:40. I guess she didn't want me to be alone at the guild.

Lucy POV

I laid Levy on my bed. I looked at the time I'm in so much trouble. 9:45. No time to walk. I teleport myself there. There stood the strongest mage I've seen. Zeref.

Did he look mad. "We're have you been you can..."He looked at my tattered cloths and my burnt skin. "They played a different game didn't they." I just nodded my head. Zeref stepped forward and healed my wounds. The scars still there. He looked sad and mad. "Nii-Chan it's okay" he looked up "no it's not he should know better than her hurt his younger sis"

So do you guys like I mean it's no that bad right. Tell me if there any errors.