Tell Her You Love Her

Tidal wave

Here we are walking by the beach, I decided to start writing as a memoir because I want to remember everything. Life will not always reward you with good memory and while the memories are here I would like to remember them. For all the days of our life.

I have yet to tell you my story, well me and my other half's story. 

"Hey don't make this dramatic!" 

"Well it is sort of dramatic babe, we almost lost each other!"

"You mean I almost lost you, and you were completely oblivious of it. Yep, you so suffered" 

"Whatever, I got to feel that too" 

Hi, I'm Kiefer Ravena. And if you're reading this Mika, I love you. I'm sorry for everything. I will never forget you again. I will always remember. 

Kiefer's Flashback

"Kiefer! Kiefer! Wait, wait please don't go!" the lady in white said. I didn't know her but she looked at me with intent eyes as if she knew me, as if she had feelings for me. She called me by a name I did not recognize. 

"Uh, Excuse me, are you mistaken?" I answered politely. I was shaken. Here I was casually reading a paper in a bench near the coffee shop when this lady just shouted at me out of nowhere. 

"What are you talking about?" the lady replied, tears almost forming in her eyes.

"I mean, you must have me mistaken for someone else. For starters, my name is not Kiefer." I stood up and shook her hand "I'm Alex Martin. And you are?"

"No..no it can't be." she replied, "Mika." she then added and once again looked at me with eyes that shook my world. 

My phone then rang, I signalled her to wait while I pick this up. "Hey, no hang on a second, someone's here. Thought I was someone. Hah, I'm THAT goodlooking. Oh. No don't worry we don't know her. Yeah, yeah I'll be back. I will. I will be back. Relaaaax. Love you too. Bye"

"Hey Mika, as much as I'd love to help you since you look like you lost someone, I have to go back. Duty calls! See you around. Enjoy Prague!" I said while jogging my way out.

She just stood there with disbelief as her eyes looked like they were about to swim in tears.

Who was this girl? Why do I feel like I know her? 

I looked back and saw her still there. 

Why? 

Mika's POV in Kiefer's Flashback

Prague. Kiefer and I always dreamed about going here. Right after his first year in PBA, he promised we would go here. 

I never thought I'd be here without him. 

Its been 3 years since he disappeared. His own family did not know where he went. I cannot find closure knowing he may or may not be alive. 

I tried to fight back the tears when I saw someone sitting by the bench. I cannot be mistaken. There is no way anyone could look exactly like him. The fashion has changed and he grew more hair out. It can't not be him. 

Suddenly, I couldn't breathe. 

Suddenly, I felt hope. And it killed me. 

I thought I was over this.

Why?