Rants

To my friend:

I know that things are bad and it's only gotten worse. I know that you want to die, but please... please just hang on.

I don't know what else to say, mainly because I know that nothing would be able to help how you're feeling.

Why can't I fucking help you? You know that I'm willing to do unspeakable things if it'd make you happy again.

Doesn't that sound nice, being happy again?