Breakthrough

simple times

January 10, 2019  Big fork, Minnesota - The Ash Moon Pack

Theseus pov:

        "Do you understand boy!? You are not to step outside this room ever!You are not to talk or touch anyone!! This is a warning from me to you..what I am telling right now is the number one rule and if you break it there will be a beating for your punishment."

I barley knew what he was saying back then, why? Because I was so young at the time and, never really knew what he was saying anyways
I've been in this room my hole life, never let out once, my father would never let me out, he said it was for my own good, and that I needed to stay in here. He said i was a danger to society and that I would hurt people, people that didn't deserve to be hurt. He'd say mean things to me all the time to keep me scared of the outside world and even myself. To his benefit it actually worked, I was scared. Scared that I mite lose control and hurt someone.

I was four when I was placed in this room. Barley remember my mother, she died when I was three, she had a car accident..... is what people say but others knew the truth of what happened, I wasn't one of the others, I didn't know much like always. My family comes sometimes to see me, they try to see me as much as possible.
I have three siblings. Two older brothers and a older sister, they try to see me as much as possible. My brothers live in the house or so to say mansion of many rooms and my sister doesn't. She's in collage at West Virginia, great school for a great person like her.

She tells me when father dies or when he passes the pack down to her as the new alpha, she'll let me out this room so did my brothers agreed to it too.

Everytime my siblings would argue about me being in this room or to let me out for a few hours my father would tell them to drop it or deal with a punishment to his liking.

That would keep their mouths shut for at least a few weeks until it was brought up again and if it was, it would be a horrible fate for them. Something that I would not want to wish upon them.
I was fifteen now. My birthday is in a few months but hey who cares I never celebrate it. My siblings would try but my father would make sure they never went up stairs to see me on the special day that I'm supposed to love. He would place a bodyguard at the door to make sure of it. My father wasn't always the nicest man, I love him but that was starting to fade day by day, should've went away a long time ago but I keep telling myself things will change for the better. Now I'm starting to think that's all chicken scratch.
I wonder when I turn sixteen if he'll let me out the room for my first shift of a werewolf....I don't believe it really. I'm mean the rooms big, it's the size of a living room but I'd like to be in the woods. To smell the fresh air, to see real life trees, plants, and animals, and even waterfalls. I love waterfalls so much even tho I can't even swim really.

**flashback**
I remember one day when my brothers came to see me, they drought a indoor kitty pool to my room. Oh my I was the happiest!! We filled it up with water and had a water fight, the water got everywhere , then they try to teach me how to swim but the kitty pool was ankle height so they couldn't do much really. We had a big laugh until thunder steps were heard coming up the stairs and my door opening and closing and the the sound of the lock was heard. My father came into view and saw the mess on the floor. He said the water was leaking throw my floor and staining the ceiling of the second floor. He was furious and we were all scared.
He unbundled his pants and took off his belt. Tears had fallen down my face and a sob was heard from me. My brothers tried to reason with him but it did not work. Nothing was convincing those dark red eyes of his.

He took my brother Demeter from the pool first, he ripped open his shirt, demeter looked at me and gave me a comforting smile as my father gave him 10 whips to the back first.While my other brother Odysseus whispered sweet nothings in my ear. My father threw demeter to the floor and grabbed Odysseus by the hair and give him the same punishment. Soon when it was over. My father looked at me with those scary red eyes.

"If you move an inch away from me your brothers will get 10 more licks from my foot instead of my belt....now little one, face your brothers and take off your shirt"

I did was told because I didn't want to see my brothers hurt in anyway. They pleaded as much as they could for my father to stop but it was like he tune them out from this world, was like they weren't even there.

I received 17 whips that day
Later for our sister Artemis to come home an find out what happened which she was the most furious as to what my brothers told her.
She was tending to my brothers blood shed healing wounds
But mine mostly because I was a omega and only just 6 years old, just a little pup that day.
My brothers were betas and were only 8 years old and my sister was 12.
**flashback over**

I push that memory back into my head space as to I wouldn't want to think of that right now. That had to be the day that our father become abusive physically but I would take the emotional abuse any day but they came in pairs so I had no choice. He was more considering to my siblings, they didn't get the bad stuff like I did.

One day when I finally leave this room I hope to start off fresh life with my siblings and even my mate. As to if I ever find her or him one day
They'll give me the happness I once wished of and ever dreamed of.
But let alone I'm toto scared of people to actually talk to them,I only talked to four people in my whole life, how am I gonna talk to my mate. I have really bad social anxiety, don't know how I got got it because iv never been social with anyone but my stuffed animals. Mr.teddy and wolfie been keeping me really good company over the years. My brother got me them for my 7th and 10 birthday, they gave me a rope and said to drop it at my window, then they tied a basket to it and I lifted it up into my bedroom. I was so happy I got them.

My brothers are so sweet to me.
Demeter was second born with his curly brown hair, hazel eyes, jawline as sharpest,and light skin.
Odysseus the same way except his hair was a 6 inches long with dark brown curls and freckles. You could all most say they were twins.
  I began to be really tired of thinking of things all day. Usually I would paint, but I wasn't in the mode today. I hopped out of my bed and took a bath.
Not really a shower guy unless I really wanna go to bed that is
I got out and put on a new pair of underwear
And a over sized pink Hoodie
Hoodies were my favorite thing to wear, it was all that was in my closet really, they just made me feel comfortable
I grabbed my stuffed animals and hopped into my bed
Closing my eyes and hoping tommrrow won't be the same as today