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Ch 36. Your comfort

Taehyung had his gaze fixed on the book in his hand but his mind was wandering to other things. A disturbing thought about Jimin and the betraying feeling he had in his heart

When he had managed to come to know that the one who had spread the word about his illness was Jimin he felt more than hurt

It had hurted him more than the days Jimin ignored him before that. The best friend he once knew was now someone he wanted to answer all the questions he used to know

So once Jimin had walked inside the room, his steps coming to an end once he saw Taehyung in the room he couldn't help but let the anger slip his tounge

"Taehyung, you're awake"

"Why did you do it"

Taehyung asked, his book slipping off his fingers as he locked his eyes with the others brown ones, who froze at the question he had somehow knew would be sent towards him

"You knew I didn't want anyone to know, you knew how much I hated when someone knows about it"

Taehyung opened his mouth once again when Jimin didn't utter a word. He didn't know what to answer to that question. There was nothing to prove wrong because Taehyung had told the truth

Why did he do it when he knew

"I'm sorry.."

Jimin mumbled, his head hung low as he was to guilty to look the other in his pained eyes

"you're my best friend Jimin. But why are you the one who hurts me the most even after all the chances I have given you"

Taehyung whispered, his voice shaky as he was to scared of the words he had spoken. The memories who kept being woken in his mind

Jimin tensed at the mention of the past, his shoulder rose as he had finnaly turned his gaze to look at the blue haired. His sharp nails dug into his skin as he tightened his fists

"I'm sorry Tae, I really am. I don't know why I keep doing the same mistake over again"

"I'm so sorry"

Jimin continued quietly, a tear leaving his guilty eyes as he once again hung his head low. His shoulders began shaking from the tears rolling down his cheeks

Taehyung rose on his feets once Jimin fell on his knees to beg for forgiveness. He rushed over to him before he could bend down, stopping him with his hands on his shoulder

"it's okay, I know you are Jiminie. I promise I know"

Taehyung reasurred him as he looked him in the hurtful eyes of his

The familiar words of his letting the other know it was okay once again

"I didn't mean to judge you, I didn't mean to leave you all alone, I'm so sorry Tae"

Jimin continued to say as the other pulled him into a comforting hug. The memories of that day hurting his chest

The picture in his mind playing over and over again of his father and mother who had left him all alone in the streets after he had finally had the courage to tell them about the burden of his sexuality

The picture of Jimins judgemental expression when Taehyung had went home to him, a crying mess with scars on his body. Begging for the male to help him because he had no one left but his best friend

Only to be left on the streets to be broken into pieces after Jimin closed the door on him

Ever since that day Jimin wouldn't leave Taehyungs side because the guilt was eating him up. He was to afraid to make the same mistake again but that was what made him do it all over again

A broken memory both wanted to forget but wouldn't leave them for the guilt and betrayal that kept coming back

"I need to go out"

Jimin said before pulling away from the hug between the two. Almost falling from the rushing and shakiness of his steps on his way to the door

Leaving the other all alone on the floor, his hands laid hopelessly by his side. With the pain in his chest because this reminded him of the way Jimin had left him that day alone outside

"it's okay"