The life and struggles of EmoBoyPoem

GONE

sometimes i just wish i could restart my life.
Maybe then i could even enjoy it.
all the bad times all the bad memories.
Gone with this shit feeling.
Done with not healing.
Gone with all these suicidal thoughts.
Gone with all the regrets.
So no more secrets, lets come clean.
I forgive you even though you were mean.
I've tried to commit suicide.
Cuz i had no one on my side.
Tried to end the pain.
But it was all in vain.
Now I'm sitting here, nothing left to gain.
So why should i keep on trying?
Why should i keep on fighting?
I'm done with this life, so just take it away.
cuz I'm done trying, I'm done with slowly dying.
Done with this useless crying.
So why am i still trying?
I wanna end the pain, I wanna end the suffering.
Cuz whats the use of trying?
When you always feel like dying.