Dear, Lost Love.

Dear lost love, I miss you more than you could comprehend.

Dear Lost Love,

          I miss you more than you could comprehend. The fear of you never know our child, drowns me in tears. I don't know how to do this without you by my side.

Love, Your widowed girlfriend and unborn child.

(Piper's POV)

Dear lost love, I miss you more than you could comprehend.

We were so irresponsible.

I thought we'd be together forever. Only things don't last, but mistakes do.

Jason died.

I hate saying it. It pains me to the depths of my heart. But he's gone and I can't change that.

I didn't leave my cabin for weeks. I cried nonstop, threw up nonstop, took like 5 showers whilst crying, watched movies(sad one). I didn't even talk to anyone. Not even Annabeth or Hazel.

Finally, one of my siblings started noticing me throwing up and took me to the infirmary. Will Solace was on his shift, and when my brother told him my symptoms, he rushed him out and told me I was pregnant.

Oh shisct.

I started bawling into Will's shirt. Soon he was calling Annabeth and Hazel and Percy and them. I guess he didn't think he was of much emotional help.

They came in and sat on the bed with me.

"I can't do it, n–not without him I don't wanna child..." I cried into Annabeth's Orange camp shirt.

"It will all work out, if you don't want it then you have every right to abort(A/n: I am pro-choice so don't come at me, bye now) or put it up for adoption. Whatever works for you," Annabeth rubbed my back while Hazel, Leo, Percy, and some of my siblings comforted me.

"I–I was thinking about joining the hunters of Artemis. I just couldn't be with someone after Jason. A–and now this!" I sobbed.

Just then Jason appeared in my mind. everything around me went black, like I was somewhere completely different than the infirmary. I thought about him and his electric blue eyes, his cute glasses, his perfect blonde hair.

He walked up to me and crouched down to me. His hand caressed my cheek as a tear raced down it.

I'm s–sorry that I l–left y–you and them. His voice cracked under the pressure.

"Are you real?" Holding back my sobs.

Yea, um Hades let me have one last goodbye, for good behavior I guess. He tried for a small laugh but it just sounded broken.

"Jason, I don't know what to do. I'm not ready for this. I miss you and I I can't breathe without you near me!" I sobbed breathing hard, soaking all of Jason I can before he goes.

I know, I know. Your ok, I'm here now. He reassured pulling me into a hug. A long peaceful hug. Whatever you chose to do with our child, I support you. You could dress it up as a rhino for all I care, i just need to know I didn't fail you. He continued.

"Don't you ever say that you failed me, Jason. You were the best that had ever happened to me!" I yelled through a sob. "It wasn't your fault!"

I know, I know. He teared.

We just stayed in each other's arms forever, crying together, feeling each other's warmth, talking about names for gods sakes.

That's when he started singing to my stomach. He'd never had a good voice, but I didn't care. He sang the words to the tune of my sunshine:

My baby beauty,

My baby beauty,

You make me smile,

When I am lost,

Please grow up happy,

Please grow up safe,

Please let me tell you,

How much I love you,

My baby beauty.

At this he kissed me one last time. Melting into me, me melting into him. He kissed our baby and melted away.

I would never see him again.

My sobs died  to tears, a depressing tear racing down my cheeks, my neck, my collarbone, my chest, my stomach. That tear was the first and last of many.

(A/N: hellloooo so this story was suggested by _fangurlz_  so go check her out.

Disclaimer: I'm a middle schooler therefore I am not Rick Riordan and do not own anything!)