Torn Between Blue And Grey

chemistry!!HO.. get the joke??

We came by the office and got our timetables and locker codes.
I turned to Dan..
"Can I see your slip??"
we have the same classes and our lockers are next to each other..already late for first period, which is maths just bloody great..

"Let's go have fun " i say deadpan. Dan just smirks
"it's school kiddo live it up."
I scoffed..

Here goes, room 008 and opened the door. Silence and probably 30 pairs of eyes welcomed me and Dan as we stepped in .
The class was a bit silent though but our appearances notched it up to 40 degrees cold..

All eyes are focused on the doorway which causes the teacher to pause his blabbering about Ap calculus and turned to us..

" Ah you must be the new transfer students welcome, want to introduce yourselves to the class "?? He asked.
I was about to decline but the idiot I walk with said yes..

"My name is Daniel Walters,.. at the sound of his voice the hungry man eating girls perked up and the guys scowled. My girl here calls me Dan" and pointed to me.
I scoffed which I have been doing often lately.
"My name is Alexandra cowell, love the colour black while's Dan goes for dark blue. We're both 18 and we love motorbikes. Any questions??".
At said words, half of the class had their hands up,..well this is interesting

"um ok you go". I said to a girl with red hair
" We saw your stunt earlier in the hallways so when Dan says your girl, are you two together??"..
I looked over to Dan since he said the latter shit.
"Yeah it's complicated than that,but she's my girl"he said..
Avoiding further questions, i turned to the teacher
"Mr??"......
"Jacobs" he said.
"Right Mr Jacobs can you show us our seats and this is our slip"..
He offered two seats at the back of the classroom and we sat in them.
The eyes went back to Mr Jacobs who started something about differentiation derivatives and I zoned out ..so not up for this shit.

'Ring' ring ring ...finally I thought the bell would never go off..I made a beeline to the door..

"Wait up" Dan called out.
Where are you going ? He asked. I just shrugged
" you know I'd be anywhere even to kill on a mission than this shit hole." "Shhh will you, not so loud and babe we have to stick together I know you hate this school but I'm here for you" he said and smiled.
I'm not playing like actually smiled it's actually amazing, his smile which i see on rare occasions.

When you work with people like my pops, smiling is out of the radar and let's get this clear people I'm 100% into guys, so if you're thinking why the hell I'm not with him, I just can't in my agency dating of partners is forbidden and I frankly don't give a shit about feelings..
I hardly know how to react in these situations, so I gave his hand a squeeze after all he understands me.
We continued down the hallway and separated ...
I went to my locker whiles Dan, well I don't know we have the next class together and he just separated from me in the hallways saying he has to go do something important, yet he was advising me minutes ago to stay in class such a great friend...

***

Chemistry makes my head hurts, at least it's lunch.
I opened the cafeteria door and surprise surprise, silence
highschool I hate it.
my eyes scanned the area till I saw Dan sitting with the target earlier. well that's progress, they are the main reason I'm in this shit school and guess what that psychopath Tasha was there alongside her bimbos .
I scowled and walked over there.
#Clearing my throat#, The table goes silent and my eyes did a quick take on the target and his friends.
Damn they are hot alright especially the one i was sent to watch closely. He's wearing black leather jacket almost like mine and his eyes are grey, so intense and mysterious.
I snapped out of it when Dan called out..

"Hey Lexi sorry I wasn't in class earlier I had something to do ".

My eyes went over to his and we did the silent convo with our eyes then I plopped down on a seat next to him.
I took my phone out and blocked out the group I'm not up for introduction and detecting nonsense. I heard someone asked Dan,
"she's not a talker huh"..
" no" he simply stated.
I ignored and kept playing pet rescue not bothered to eat since I'm not hungry..
I felt a pair of eyes watching me and I tried to ignore the feeling but eventually lifted my head to find a pair of said grey eyes staring at me, I stared back not willing to back down .

"Hey guys I heard some juniors talking about new transfer kids".

I froze and broke the stare. Seriously you fickle thing called karma have i ever done anything to upset you. That voice sounds oddly familiar after three years, I don't think I can ever forget it ..

'Yep right here 'Dan said. I growled and kept my head down..

Seriously to the big guy upstairs did I do anything to deserve this much karma? ok fine I have killed people, but I had no choice and they were bad, very bad people I'm sorry ok.

"And her "? said person asked.
" Oh that's Alex" dan says..
He turned to me and I kept my head down refusing to answer him..

"Oh well welcome to hell but I guess you guys won't have a hard time here since you're with the popular kids."

I got up abruptly from the table, my  head still hanging down .

"Dan we gotta go"..
'But we just got here Alex" ..
"Damn it Dan not now get up"
and him being an annoying cunt ignored me.

Oh well ladies and gentlemen this is where I blow off..

"Get the fuck up DANIEL", I all but shouted. And i am sure, the table plus half of the cafeteria is shocked by my outburst. This time he got the message because
#1, I hardly ever lose my cool especially to a crowd like this.
#2, I called him out by his full name and the last time i did was two years ago we can save that story for later.

"Sorry guys my girl calls" he says to the group, chuckling and trying to act cool.
I smacked him upside the head and dragged him out with me..

"Whoaa!! slow down Lexi if u wanted me this much you could have just said so ".. he smirked.

But i didn't buzz I kept dragging him I was beyond nice right now.
When I'm sure we're out of sight and hearing, I raised my head up and punched him hard in the stomach.

" fuck lexi" he coughed out..
"That's for being an ass, can't you see it's him," I all but hissed.
"who ? "He asked confused.
I exhaled "that's Jason"..
His eyes widened
"That's the ex ??" and I nodded..
"I'm sorry Alex. I mean its been a long time, the picture you showed, he was way young".
"I know smart pants."
"What now ?" he asked.
"I'm not ready to face him"
"Alright come on we'll hangout somewhere till the bell goes off".

Sometimes this boy is a life saver,
When he's not pissing me off...