red running through my blue veins trying to keep the gloom away,
it's midnight and I'm scared that you'd get up and run away.
why don't you believe in me
do you not love me like you've claimed to?
all these lies you've been feeding me,
preaching things that you don't believe in.
take my thoughts apart and bury them beneath the ground.
I tried to stay pure but,
you were too good for me.
I was toxic and nobody told me.
sing me a lullaby
hold me until the rivers flowing down my cheeks turn into butterflies.
3/19/19
