Luck

Do you believe in luck? or do you believe in life-time unfortunate? How some people are born with countless lucks, while others need to work for everything. Or do you choose to believe lucks actually don't exist, and everything depends on our efforts?

Funny instance, some people arrives at the right time when the traffic lamp hits green (go) therefore they don't have to hit the brake. But some always misses their buss by seconds. Some people are lucky enough to find their "soulmate" at young age, while others wandering around battling with loneliness.

I once was told by my favorite teacher that what will help us to survive in real life, is 90% luck, and 10% brain. Honestly, I haven't made up my mind about that sentence yet. I've seen smart people constantly failing at their jobs, and I've seen people with moderate ideas yet nailing it big time because they're at the right time. Is it luck? Or its it just life?

Then I realized I barely say the "I AM SO LUCKY" sentence, I said "I AM SO BLESSED" more. Because being blessed and lucky are two different things. Or are they? I never won any give aways, I never got noticed by any celebrities, and the class was never cancelled each time I skipped a day. 

And how do people get their lucks? Do each of us has luck limits? Maybe I only got 100 shots of lucks, and you got 10.000 shots of lucks? Who gave us the lucks? For me luck is something out of human works, it's something above and beyond us, something that only the earth and the universe could handle. No matter how hard you studied, and you kept your body healthy, but if you were not lucky enough or can I say if the earth didn't let you get the job, on the day the test were taken, you'd got sick so bad you couldn't wake up from the bed. AND while you were suffering, the company contacted someone else to filled you up, then would it be their lucky day to be called by their wanted company?

Is someone's accident could be another's lucky day? Cause it happened to me once. Maybe it's the vicious work of the earth to keep everything balanced. I get it tho, if everyone is totally happy, no one would feel actual happy. Because no one would understand how happiness really feels, if we don't see sadness. The sadness are created so we'll appreciate happiness. There's no way the earth can make literally everyone happy, not everyone can win.

But how about those who are born with no shot of luck? What if the ones who were born in a war? In a desert, where it's a struggle to find clean water? Were they made stronger than almost half of us? Why it had to be them? Were they made to be an example for the rest of us to be more grateful of what we have? But will it do them any good when they found out they are our example to be more grateful?

I guess I'll never understand how the world works, and I don't want to run the world. It's super crazy to take care of ZILLION PEOPLE with zillion needs every second, and while you're doing that, you need to be fair. Ah maybe the world is actually fair, this maybe the fairest the world can be. With some messed ups here and there, some happiness here and there, fair doesn't mean the same right? I wonder how it feels like to be the earth and the universe to get complain everyday while us human ruining and not taking care of its body. And still, blaming them for being "weak".

"ah it's raining,WHY? I am fully dressed now I'm showered with rain"

Maybe because the farm out there, that feeds hundreds of people, need some water?

It may not be the luckiest day for you, but it is for the farmers out there.

See? We need a little sacrifice to keep the earth and the universe keep going.