well... this is my life not your's not your parents just my life and nobody can change that. i'm just an ordinary from southern yorkshire right now thinking about my future wondering what will happen next. My life has been quite downhill really, my dad died in a motorbike accident which has destroyed my life forever, my dog died 2 years ago and my grandma 3 years ago. these deaths are just bullshit really . but i know what my dad would say, "don't be depressed you must carry on with life and what has happened has happened you cannot change the past." thats all i've been saying for the past year. well right now i'm just waiting for the future to come but think about it the future never comes because when it does its the present, agree? well really this is going to be like a journal but with the names taken out obviously. but sometimes i think "what a stupid idea" but im doing this now try stop me... and just you wait.
